May 20, 2005 23:48
So I just came home from seeing Star Wars with Kyle... It was freaking
awesome. But I'm pretty bored, not gonna lie. So I was all, "okay cool
I'll just fill out a gay survey, get a good kick out of it, upload some
sweet Italy pictures, & go to bed." Because let's face it- I have
not had the best day in the world. I hate it when people are mean to
others & when people don't stick up for others when they should.
But more than that I hate it when people entrude on some place that
isn't meant to be their's, on a situation that's not supposed to be their's. & somehow it's always made all about them.
But basically I read something I wasn't supposed to ever see... it
really just wrecked my whole night. But I refuse to let it & let
her wreck the next year of my life. It won't happen.
It kind of makes me feel better knowing the only 2 people I hate in the
entire world are bff, maybe it'll get them away from everyone else.
I don't know if I mentioned it or not, but I'm just about to completely break down. Over this, over him, over my "friends" not really being friends, over just everything changing. Who else feels like senior summer is gonna suck ass?