May 19, 2006 15:28
got fucked over royally yesterday. met some interesting people, as i always do wherever i go. wish i were back at wooster where none of this shit could happen. my summer's ruined. my future's at stake. life is pretty much a slow river upon which i'm drifting involuntarily, watching my friends pass by in speedboats having the times of their lives.
yeah, technically this is the time of my life.
i learned a lesson.
too harsh to have deserved but at the rate i was going, it was bound to happen anyways.
i just hope that everything else doesn't fall apart along with it.
this was the life that was given to me to do with what i pleased. sometimes i wish i could trade places with other people i know, but for the most part i think i got a decent deal.
this don't
matter
like it did before
this don't
matter much
anymore..