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"Where are you Christmas" By:Faith Hill
Where are you Christmas
Why can't I find you
Why have you gone away
Where is the laughter
You used to bring me
Why can't I hear music play
My world is changing
I'm rearranging
Does that mean Christmas changes too
Where are you Christmas
Do you remember
The one you used to know
I'm not the same one
See what the time's done
Is that why you have let me go
...I listened to this song tonight and I feel like it kind of explains how I feel right now.
Everything in school is going really well(other then the buttload of work and super high stress level). I feel like this year it hasn't taken nearly as long ot adjust to my classes and I have made a lot of new friends, but there are some people that I was so close to last year that I've basically drifted apart from. My mom keeps telling me that it's natural and people drift apart and move on, but in a year? With Christmas around the corner it's like the people that were the first ones I thought of when picking out gifts I barely talk to but it doesn't feel right not getting them something...I don't know I'm so confused.
I think I might just get everyone a big card this year. I don't have a lot of money because I haven't been working a lot but spending tons of money isn't the reason for christmas, is it? So I think that something more sentimental is what I shoudl shoot for.
On another note...I feel so weird about how many people are putting their decorations up early and how many advertisements for stores are playing and how much christmas music is already on the radio. I mean Christmas is my favorite holliday and I guess it's kewl that everyone is so excited this year. But I feel like everyone is excited for the wrong reason. It's lost the true value it once held. So it almost annoys me the great big deal it is becommming.
I just want Christmas break to get here so I can go see my family and spend time with the people that I know care for me! I miss seeing everyone. As soon as High School is over I'm moving down there! I'm tired of growing up...ugh...
Where are you Christmas
Why can't I find you
Why have you gone away
Where is the laughter
You used to bring me
Why can't I hear music play
My world is changing
I'm rearranging
Does that mean Christmas changes too
Where are you Christmas
Do you remember
The one you used to know
I'm not the same one
See what the time's done
Is that why you have let me go
...I listened to this song tonight and I feel like it kind of explains how I feel right now.
Everything in school is going really well(other then the buttload of work and super high stress level). I feel like this year it hasn't taken nearly as long ot adjust to my classes and I have made a lot of new friends, but there are some people that I was so close to last year that I've basically drifted apart from. My mom keeps telling me that it's natural and people drift apart and move on, but in a year? With Christmas around the corner it's like the people that were the first ones I thought of when picking out gifts I barely talk to but it doesn't feel right not getting them something...I don't know I'm so confused.
I think I might just get everyone a big card this year. I don't have a lot of money because I haven't been working a lot but spending tons of money isn't the reason for christmas, is it? So I think that something more sentimental is what I shoudl shoot for.
On another note...I feel so weird about how many people are putting their decorations up early and how many advertisements for stores are playing and how much christmas music is already on the radio. I mean Christmas is my favorite holliday and I guess it's kewl that everyone is so excited this year. But I feel like everyone is excited for the wrong reason. It's lost the true value it once held. So it almost annoys me the great big deal it is becommming.
I just want Christmas break to get here so I can go see my family and spend time with the people that I know care for me! I miss seeing everyone. As soon as High School is over I'm moving down there! I'm tired of growing up...ugh...