"If this is giving up, then i'm giving up on love"
it's funny, I have just about.. yea.. over 100 DVDs... yet when there is a movie on TV that i've seen billions of time, and even if i OWN it... i still get excited to watch it on tv adn feel the need to watch it.
for example : A League of Their Own.. which is on Shotime right now... I recognized it from the first 2 minutes of just the music from the other room.... sick.
anyways, working a lot lately like always, but the pay is good.. the guy paul that i usually work with goes on vacation starting today for 2 weeks, so I hope I don't get stuck with stupid people @ work or stuck in the office.. i'd die.
but paul made sure he got in ALL his practical jokes and picking on me today...
- wiping pipe dope and flux on me
- throwing mud at me, 3 times
- trying to light my ass on fire while i was standing on a bucket
- hit me in the leg with wood siding
- almost an atomic wedgie
- messing my hair up an uncountable amount of times
- tripping me
- throwing my keys out into the rain
- Paul and Justin picking me up trying to throw me in the mud
- then picking me up trying to pipe dope my belly button
- tickling me when i have to pee
- putting my arms into locks that could break my arms
- verbally crackin jokes at me
- etc.... the list could go on forever..
however, i did get my revenge once... he was trying to get my hair and i had an 18" steel pipe wrench in my hand and i bent over when he tried to get me, and it accidentally hit him in the balls :) haha
no pain no game
speaking of, when i went to the beach last weekend with Jackie from work, we were playing beach volleyball with some drunks from the beach, and i went to serve the ball, and this skinny little bitch with fake nails (who shouldnt be playing volleyball) went to go return my serve (bad idea) and I ended upd breaking one of her fake nails off and ripping her regular nail all the way off.. she started to bleed... i felt bad for all of about 2 seconds... she was like "i'm not playing anymore" and stormed off with this pissed off look, like on the verge of tears.... so we kept playing and she came back later to sit and watch and i was like "aww i'm sorry".... then turned around and said to jackie "hey, no pain no game" ha. made me laugh
this last week or so has been out of control with parties, work, softball, life... but i'm workin for the weekends, and it's finally here.. so i'm not gonna let this rain slow me down...
i was thinking about maybe going to some field, and just fucking running around in the mud and stuff.. how fun would that be! little crazy but its so much fun
anyways, i still feel the same about life as i did a year ago.. i think i'm just more mature about it and ready to settle down, be loved..... love. have fun go crazy.. you name it, i want to live. i want to be adventurous again... and not have to be worried about spending too much money, or having to work in the morning... i want to be spontaneous
and i want someone to be spontaneous with me.
*sigh*
i'm ready.
for example : A League of Their Own.. which is on Shotime right now... I recognized it from the first 2 minutes of just the music from the other room.... sick.
anyways, working a lot lately like always, but the pay is good.. the guy paul that i usually work with goes on vacation starting today for 2 weeks, so I hope I don't get stuck with stupid people @ work or stuck in the office.. i'd die.
but paul made sure he got in ALL his practical jokes and picking on me today...
- wiping pipe dope and flux on me
- throwing mud at me, 3 times
- trying to light my ass on fire while i was standing on a bucket
- hit me in the leg with wood siding
- almost an atomic wedgie
- messing my hair up an uncountable amount of times
- tripping me
- throwing my keys out into the rain
- Paul and Justin picking me up trying to throw me in the mud
- then picking me up trying to pipe dope my belly button
- tickling me when i have to pee
- putting my arms into locks that could break my arms
- verbally crackin jokes at me
- etc.... the list could go on forever..
however, i did get my revenge once... he was trying to get my hair and i had an 18" steel pipe wrench in my hand and i bent over when he tried to get me, and it accidentally hit him in the balls :) haha
no pain no game
speaking of, when i went to the beach last weekend with Jackie from work, we were playing beach volleyball with some drunks from the beach, and i went to serve the ball, and this skinny little bitch with fake nails (who shouldnt be playing volleyball) went to go return my serve (bad idea) and I ended upd breaking one of her fake nails off and ripping her regular nail all the way off.. she started to bleed... i felt bad for all of about 2 seconds... she was like "i'm not playing anymore" and stormed off with this pissed off look, like on the verge of tears.... so we kept playing and she came back later to sit and watch and i was like "aww i'm sorry".... then turned around and said to jackie "hey, no pain no game" ha. made me laugh
this last week or so has been out of control with parties, work, softball, life... but i'm workin for the weekends, and it's finally here.. so i'm not gonna let this rain slow me down...
i was thinking about maybe going to some field, and just fucking running around in the mud and stuff.. how fun would that be! little crazy but its so much fun
anyways, i still feel the same about life as i did a year ago.. i think i'm just more mature about it and ready to settle down, be loved..... love. have fun go crazy.. you name it, i want to live. i want to be adventurous again... and not have to be worried about spending too much money, or having to work in the morning... i want to be spontaneous
and i want someone to be spontaneous with me.
*sigh*
i'm ready.