wow...
ok. i'm trying very hard to be rational about this, but instead i'm feeling sick to my stomach.
Hilary just friended me on myspace. (yes, i know a name that means nothing to you!). Brett's girlfriend Hilary. I don't know how i feel about it. I mean i have nothing against her, it's just, wierd. In fact, she seems quite the opposite, she's perfect and adorable and gorgeous and seemingly sweet. Maybe that makes it worse. I know i'm not competingwith her, however i feel like i have to measure up to that, even though Brett and i are just friends.
It also says she's in a relationship....a relationship Brett told me was over not more than a week ago....
Kind of feeling like im gonna throw up.
Goodnight all.
Hilary just friended me on myspace. (yes, i know a name that means nothing to you!). Brett's girlfriend Hilary. I don't know how i feel about it. I mean i have nothing against her, it's just, wierd. In fact, she seems quite the opposite, she's perfect and adorable and gorgeous and seemingly sweet. Maybe that makes it worse. I know i'm not competingwith her, however i feel like i have to measure up to that, even though Brett and i are just friends.
It also says she's in a relationship....a relationship Brett told me was over not more than a week ago....
Kind of feeling like im gonna throw up.
Goodnight all.