I love/ miss mickey
Now ur gone and I’m lost without you here now
But I know I gotta live and make it somehow
Come back...to me
Can you...hear me (callin’)
Hear me...callin’ (for you)
For you...’cuz
It’s been too long and I’m lost without you
What am I gonna do
Said I been needin’ you, wantin’ you
(said I need you)
Wonderin’ if ur the same and who’s been with you
Is ur heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you
I miss you soooo much mickey i hope ur all better there and i hope ur w/ ur dad. I LOVE YOU!
I dedicate Miss you by aaliyah to mickey b/c i really do miss him. Guys i can't believe it happened. Mickey's really gone. i dont even think its actually hit me that hes not here. but theres a big hole in my heart where he belongs and thats not gonna b filled till i c him again in heaven. i love him so much ive lived my whole life w/ him by my side i dont know what im gonna do without him. hes the big brother i never had. my best friend. it seems like the only reason i ever went 2 any family things were 4 him or any reason i did anything just seems like it was 4 him. my mom told me mickey never talked 2 anybody *the truth* and when i was little when he was w/ me he never stopped talking. i saw him last night which i seriously think god just kept telling me that i really needed to c him. but ive never seen some1 whos so strong so weak. i will never 4get when my cousin steve said "look mick, ashleys here" all i can remember is how he still pulled off his big mickey smile and said my name and gave me a hug. i just wish i told him i loved him b/c i really regret not saying that it just hurts so bad inside. im broken. my hearts broken. i couldnt sleep last night b/c i knew it was gonna happen. the way he was yesterday just told me. i cant really smile. i miss him so much. i just saw him less than 24 hrs ago yet it seems like such a long time. my heart hurts. nobodys like mick. i just had 2 c my mickey and i thank god i saw him b4 he left. i just feel bad 4 my dad hes outta town and hes like mickeys second dad. i cant stop shaking. i cant cry anymore i just keep having memories of mick running thru my head i cant stop thinking about him and its never gonna stop. i never stopped thinking about him when he had the cancer and im never gonna stop thinking about him until i kno hes ok. i dont know how my aunt can handle it. 1st her husband dies of cancer, then her son gets it and dies of it :(, then her mom gets it. shes the strongest person i know. that whole family is incredible. emily has gone thru too much 4 a ten yr old tho. *mickeys sister* and steve has gone thru too much too. theyre so strong. i hate javier. he told me mickey was gonna die i hate him so much i fucking just wanna hit him 4 saying that! fucking asshole. i love mickey tho and i just wanna know hes ok. i know what it feels like to lose a big brother/ best friend/ favorite cousin. i never wanted to. this is getting long. ill talk to you guys later.
love,
ashley
I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH MICKEY!! i think what bailey said was true, he'll find a way to let me know hes ok and happy. at least hes not suffering anymore. thank u mindy, bailey, mark, and morgan & all my family. i really appreciate the fact that ur there 4 me.
i realize that the date is wrong on this. its really feb. 6th, 2005... the day mickey died. the day the world stopped turning. the day i lost a chunk of my heart.