merry christmas & what not
well. . . i know it's no longer christmas, but i didnt get on earlier so merry christmas everybody. it was christmas morning. . . and my dad called me from work, i thought he was calling to wish me a merry christmas, but instead all i got was " what time did you come in last night," and bitching. . . so i told him merry christmas to you too dad, and then i guess he felt bad and said merry christmas, and told me to go back to sleep. when butterz came and woke me up later i went to the living room, him, and jess were sitting there looking at the stuff they had got in there stockings. . . i just wished them a good christmas, got my stocking went back to my room, and went back to sleep for a lil while. i dont know why, but i didnt really feel to much in the holiday mood. . . all day, i felt empty, and distant from everything that was going on. when my dad came home from work, i had'nt done anything to my closet, and he was mad at me for that, but that didnt last to long. he wanted us to go to his ladyfriend marty's house, but none of us wanted to go, i dont like her, my dads been seeing her now, instead of michele ( michele isnt going to see him anymore cause he doesnt feel the same way for her, and is always messing around on her) so marty came over and it was awkward, so i went next door to eat, i didnt eat with the rest of the family earlier that day, because i didnt really see the point in it, well later i took my sis, and manuel to eryns dad's house and came home. and now things are much better i feel great and i know i'm loved. . . later