Have you ever seen the rain?
So I have been doing alot of thinking lately. Yeah, I know. Thinking gets me into bad situations... bad for me... never for anyone else it seems like.
I had a mini-breakdown yesterday, and some things that needed to be mentioned were finally mentioned to me. And for the first time, I finally understood why I needed to hear them.
To save me precious sleep time, here is the short version. I need to work on "Amy". That is the only thing that is important. And I seem to have been neglecting her. Her happiness and her health.
So to get past this, I am going to work on things that make her less stressed out, put her mind at ease, and make her HAPPY.
(Why am I referring to myself in the 3rd person?)
So tomorrow I am going to go talk to a counselor. I think that is essential. Which was ironic (okay, maybe ironic isnt the right word, but you get the point) because today in counseling class, we were talking about making sure you take care of yourself as well. You can't do good work with your clients, if you yourself are not well. And one way of accomplishing that is having an outlet yourself, like counseling for you. So that is exactly what I am going to do tomorrow.
And I also realized yesterday that I have been alittle depressed lately. So hopefully the counselor can help me work through that as well. Which, I think is the main reason anyway.
I hope everything works out... for Amy's sake...
I had a mini-breakdown yesterday, and some things that needed to be mentioned were finally mentioned to me. And for the first time, I finally understood why I needed to hear them.
To save me precious sleep time, here is the short version. I need to work on "Amy". That is the only thing that is important. And I seem to have been neglecting her. Her happiness and her health.
So to get past this, I am going to work on things that make her less stressed out, put her mind at ease, and make her HAPPY.
(Why am I referring to myself in the 3rd person?)
So tomorrow I am going to go talk to a counselor. I think that is essential. Which was ironic (okay, maybe ironic isnt the right word, but you get the point) because today in counseling class, we were talking about making sure you take care of yourself as well. You can't do good work with your clients, if you yourself are not well. And one way of accomplishing that is having an outlet yourself, like counseling for you. So that is exactly what I am going to do tomorrow.
And I also realized yesterday that I have been alittle depressed lately. So hopefully the counselor can help me work through that as well. Which, I think is the main reason anyway.
I hope everything works out... for Amy's sake...