I'm just chasing time again....
There is only one thing that stands between me and graduation... this stupid experimental social psych take home final. 7 essay questions, 2 pages each, all 14 as stupid as hell. I promised myself I wouldn't procrastinate, but who are we kidding? It wouldn't be my last ever assignment if I didn't procrastinate on it. I'll still get it done in time (by 5pm Friday). Whether or not I get any sleep or have any sanity left over is a different story. But no worries, I'll get it done on time. I only have 11 more pages to write....
So why can't I make myself do this? It is a big assignment (MY LAST EVER SCHOOL ASSIGNMENT... until grad school, whenever that is...). I just don't want my last final to be this stupid one that I really don't care about, for a class that I didn't enjoy at all. Might just have been my least favorite psychology class here at WAC. Wait....drugs and behavior takes that award. Poop. 2nd least favorite class...
Despite all my petty ramblings, it still hasn't hit that I'm done yet. I keep telling myself all these things, but I haven't really internalized it yet. What am I going to do with myself? I feel like I am going backwards. I know, tell me I am moving forwards... but why does it feel like I am going backwards? I know I have accomplished so much, but why doesn't it feel that way?
Anyway, now that I am depressing myself, I have to go take my sexuality final. Last offical final in class, then for the rest of the day is the dreaded ESP final. I will and can get it done. I know I can.
Good luck everyone! Hang in there! : )
So why can't I make myself do this? It is a big assignment (MY LAST EVER SCHOOL ASSIGNMENT... until grad school, whenever that is...). I just don't want my last final to be this stupid one that I really don't care about, for a class that I didn't enjoy at all. Might just have been my least favorite psychology class here at WAC. Wait....drugs and behavior takes that award. Poop. 2nd least favorite class...
Despite all my petty ramblings, it still hasn't hit that I'm done yet. I keep telling myself all these things, but I haven't really internalized it yet. What am I going to do with myself? I feel like I am going backwards. I know, tell me I am moving forwards... but why does it feel like I am going backwards? I know I have accomplished so much, but why doesn't it feel that way?
Anyway, now that I am depressing myself, I have to go take my sexuality final. Last offical final in class, then for the rest of the day is the dreaded ESP final. I will and can get it done. I know I can.
Good luck everyone! Hang in there! : )