Finding home again

[sexytarawitch]

Every night since he left I’ve had this ache inside me. This pang of longing and…how’s this for irony; I feel like my soul’s missing.

My boy’s been gone for so long and hasn’t sent so much as a letter or a note, nothing. Till last week.

Sire

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[sexytarawitch]

“I wouldn’t let him hear you calling him that,”

"Yes." I hissed, closing my eyes and grinding my hips to his lashes. "He wouldn't touch me and you wouldn't let him hurt me...That's reserved for you." I purred, knowing that he loved the sound of that.

“And we only left because you told me too...You wrote me that letter, remember? Said it was fine by you if Angelus and me left and that you wanted to spend time with Spike. Alone?”

What the fuck was he talking about?

The lashes came down again and again, only harder with each stroke till he broke skin. "Fuck." I was panting and squeezed my eyes tightly when he pulled my body to his.

“Couldn’t even be bothered to tell me face to face,”

He pushed his fingers into me and I cried out, rocking against his fingers as he made slow movements to hurt me. "Lindsey." I gasped, licking my lips and trying to sound serious. "I never wanted you to leave...you s-should know that. I didn't write a letter." I turned my face to his and my eyes met his and stayed that way. "I wanted to die wh-when I found out you chose him over me."

[x__lindsey__x]

"I never wanted you to leave...you s-should know that. I didn't write a letter. I wanted to die wh-when I found out you chose him over me."

I watched as she turned to look at me and pulled my fingers from between her thighs. “But you didn’t, did you? Die I mean?” I said, I was surprised by how talking about this again could hurt so much. It wasn’t as if I wasn’t happy here with Angelus but I wanted her to and she stayed with him. Thought I’d never see her again.

“You stayed there with him.” I leaned forward and pulled her into my arms, kissing her properly for the first time. “I missed you,” I said simply, picking her up and moving her onto the bed, settling on top of her and kissing her again.

“And there was a letter,” I said grinning. “Whether or not you remember it. I’m still glad you’re here now though.” I grabbed her wrists and pinned them over her head as I slowly sunk my cock into her wetness.

“I’m going to fuck you again now, how’s that sound?”

[sexytarawitch]

Everything in the room between us got serious the second I mentioned what I remembered. I smiled softly when he asked me if I died. "No." I touched his face. "You would have felt it too." I whispered, not telling him what happened after he left, telling him how much Spike hurt me till I caved. But I was already broken, I thought my boy had left me and...

That's said and done, I'm here now. I'm here with him and that's all that matters.

“You stayed there with him.”

"I looked for you." I whispered, feeling my muscles and every bit of my body melt the tighter his arms wrapped around me. The way he kissed me made me melt, my eyes fluttered closed and I moaned softly, bringing my body closer to his and feeling something that I haven't in so long.

"I missed you."

He moved me to the bed, laying me down and pressing his body on me before kissing me. "Missed you." I whispered against his lips. He mentioned the letter again and I buried my face in his neck. "All I remember is not leaving the bed for days. Not even to eat." I felt pathetic for feeling like that but he was such a bit part of me that I couldn't stand knowing he left me.

“I’m going to fuck you again now, how’s that sound?”

"Like sinful bliss." I gasped, arching my back under him as he slid his cock into me. "Don't stop..." I pleaded, kissing his shoulder and neck, lapping up the fresh wound over his sire bite. "I've missed you so much, Lindsey. I've missed everything."

I wrapped my thighs around his waist and pulled him deeper into me; gasping and panting each time he slowly bottomed out inside me. "I can't wait till the sun's gone, we'll leave and start new. The two of us, like it used to be in Sunnydale. I know you remember."

[x__lindsey__x]

"Not gonna stop, darlin’” I panted as I thrust into her. “Not ever.” God, she felt so good. How the hell did I do without her for so long? When I left with Angelus I had other things to occupy me, namely him and whatever we brought home that evening but as the years dragged on I started to crave her more and more. Don’t know why I never went back for her, I suppose it was because I thought she didn’t want me, after that letter.

The letter she seemed to think she didn’t write. Now that was interesting and something I’d have to look into later. Right now though…

"I can't wait till the sun's gone, we'll leave and start new. The two of us, like it used to be in Sunnydale. I know you remember."

“’Course I remember,” I said smiling against her neck as she gasped and panted under me. It was nice to know I still had the ability to make her so hot. And she was, so fucking hot. I kept moving inside her, making it hard and rough, just the way I knew she wanted it. “Well lay the town to waste,” I promised, running my hands up her sides and cupping her breasts. She felt so good under me that I could feel myself rapidly approaching the edge of bliss, that edge that only she could drive me to.

[sexytarawitch]

I drug my fingers over his skin and into his hair, pulling him closer to me while I rocked my hips up to match his thrusts. His cock moved into me, slow and deep and all I could do was pant and moan under him, digging my nails into him and begging for more.

“’Course I remember...Well lay the town to waste,”

Moaning softly I arched up to him. "No, I'd rather leave. Start new, I know he'll come for you." I ran my hand over his cheek and ghosted my lips over his. "Why do we insist on men that treat us like posessions." I murmured, not so much a question but a statement of fact.

"My boy, gonna take you away." I hissed, painfully writhing under him when he palmed the broken skin of my breasts. "We'll go somewhere new, start fresh." I purred, rolling us over and pinning him under me.

I looked down at him and started rocking slowly, tightening around him as I road him softly. "Wanna come, baby." My nails ran lazily down his chest. "I want you...to fuck me hard..." I leaned down and ghosted my lips over his. "I love how you hurt me." I smirked, goading him on. "I knew you wouldn't take me up on that offer..."

[x__lindsey__x]

"I want you...to fuck me hard...I love how you hurt me”

“Can do,” I groaned, grinning and grabbing her hips as she moved above me.

"I knew you wouldn't take me up on that offer..."

“And just what offer,” I said sitting up and grabbing her ‘round the waist as she fucked herself on my cock. God, she was beautiful, more beautiful than anyone I’d ever fucking seen. “Is that?”

But instead of waiting for an answer I lifted her off me and threw her down onto the bed. She landed with a bounce, hair all over the place and god, I know I’d said she was beautiful before, but it just never ended with her…no wonder Spike was so fucking possessive, she brought it out in a man, that’s for damn sure.

Grabbing her ankles, I lifted her legs onto my shoulders and leaned forward.

“I might’ve been away for a while, but I still remember just how you like to be hurt,” I told her as I pressed my cock against her tight, little ass. I knew she wanted it, the way she squirmed under me, the way she begged me with her eyes.

“Tell me you want it.”

[sexytarawitch]

I road him long and hard, my breasts bouncing with my movements and the feel of his skin and hands digging into me was becoming all too much.

Pressing my nails into his shoulders I felt myself getting closer. Just as I was about to come he pulled me off of him and tossed me onto the bed like a ragdoll.

“I might’ve been away for a while, but I still remember just how you like to be hurt...Tell me you want it.”

My eyes locked with his and I moaned, squirming under him as I played with my sore and abused breasts. "I remember when you were human and I had that soul, you never would and now..." I moaned and arched under him, pressing my ass against him and moaning. "I remember when you woke up after I turned you, you slammed me against the wall and took me." I gasped and shivered under him, my eyes locking with his. "I want it, Lindsey please."

[x__lindsey__x]

"I remember when you woke up after I turned you, you slammed me against the wall and took me….I want it, Lindsey please."

“Yeah,” I agreed, rubbing my lips over her neck and the wound I’d made earlier as I did I pressed forwards, teasing her. She took the bait too, moaning slightly and pushing back on me. I grinned down at her. “That was a damn good day.”

With one swift movement I buried myself inside her to the hilt, watching her face the whole time and seeing the pain/pleasure of what was happening to her wash over her features, and wouldn’t you know it? Still fucking beautiful.

“Does it hurt good enough yet?” I asked as I began moving inside her, making sure not to hold back. I knew she wanted me to hurt her, to be hard on her and to tell the truth, I really didn’t have the same problem with it that I did when she was all souled up and I was human. Yeah, no problem with it at all because as good as it feel to be inside her cunt, there was nothing better than this…so fucking tight and the look on her face, feeling her beneath me and knowing that I had the power to bring pleasure and pain or stop it if I wanted.

Fucking amazing.

[sexytarawitch]

I cried out and gripped the sheets, the shooting pain of his thrust into me shaking me to the core. The more he moved the more it hurt and the more he hurt me the more I wanted it.

“Does it hurt good enough yet?”

He slammed into me and I cried out with each thrust, moving my hands down to grip his forearms that held my legs up and apart, giving him total access to my body and the ability to do anything he wanted to me.

"No." I grinned, tightening around his cock while he pushed into me. "Love this don't you baby? Love...oh fuck....being in control..." I shuddered and tightened under him. The feel of his body over me was amazing, nothing ever felt as good as when Lindsey and I were together.

His thrusts became brutal and I shuddered under him, the ache between my thighs becoming almost too much to take. "Lindsey..."

[x__lindsey__x]

"Love this don't you baby? Love...oh fuck....being in control..."

She was fucking right, I did love it. I loved the fact that I could make her want me, that I could make her come so hard that she’d yell my name. I never got to be in control with Angelus, it always had to be him and even when he’d let go a little, I always knew some part of him still had me…well fuck him, I had my Sire back now and she was all I wanted. It took me sixty years to figure it the fuck out, but I wasn’t going to take her for granted anymore, and I sure as hell was never ever going to let her go back to that bleached blond piece of shit Sire of hers.

"Lindsey..."

“Yeah, baby?” I said, my voice breaking with the pleasure that I felt. “Want something? You know you only have to ask.”

But I had a feeling I knew what she wanted, she wanted to come, to lose control and find that high that only I could bring her right now. I wanted the same, for her and for myself so without wasting anymore time I slipped my hand down between us and slid two fingers into her dripping pussy. God, she was fucking unbelievable.

“Want to come?” I asked raggedly, still driving my cock into her ass so hard the bed was shaking. “Want my fingers on your clit, don’t you?” I asked, fucking her with my fingers and lightly rubbing my thumb over the swollen nub. “Like this?” I asked, “Or harder?”

[sexytarawitch]

Everything inside me was shaking, I was shaking so hard that I thought I was going to come off of the bed. I closed my eyes tightly and I felt his fingers slip between my thighs, pushing into me and making me tighten around him, my body desperate for more. I just wanted more of him, he was always an addiction of mine I could never get enough of.

"Want to come? Want my fingers on your clit, don't you? Like this? Or harder?"

"I..." My eyes rolled back and I rocked my hips against him, grinding his cock deeper into my ass and his fingers pushed further into my pussy. "Lindsey, oh god, baby." I whimpered and moaned, biting my lip and begging him for more.

I reached up and pulled him down to me, kissing him hard and begging quietly. "I don't care, I just...oh fuck, I've missed this. Missed you." I kissed him hard and tightened around him, pushing him deeper into me and feeling his balls slap hard against my ass. "Fuck." I bared my neck to him again, giving him total submission that I know would make Spike seethe. It wasn't about Spike, none of this was. "Lindsey, harder baby. Please. I've missed you hurting me." I heard him growl and that just made me shudder again, feeling his fingers on my clit and bringing me so close to the edge.

[x__lindsey__x]

"Lindsey, oh god, baby….I don't care, I just...oh fuck, I've missed this. Missed you…Fuck….Lindsey, harder baby. Please. I've missed you hurting me."

“Jesus, fucking Christ, Tara,” I groaned, pulling away from her kiss, as much as I craved it and growled with want. I felt her shudder beneath me and it only drove me on. I wasn’t going to last much longer, honestly, I was surprised I’d lasted this long the way she was carrying on, clenching around me.

“I’ve missed hurting you too, darlin’” I groaned, thrusting into her as hard as I could and pushing her leg back against her chest, almost bending her it two but I knew she wanted it, knew she craved it like I’d craved her over all the years that’d past.

“God, I love you,” I moaned, bending my head to her breast and sinking my fangs into her delicate flesh. I drank deep and thrust into her feeling her come around me as I gulped down her sweet, rich bloody. My head spun, and between the taste of her and the way she felt around me I couldn’t hold off any more and came, spilling my release inside her and collapsing on top of her.