Finding home again

[sexytarawitch]

Every night since he left I’ve had this ache inside me. This pang of longing and…how’s this for irony; I feel like my soul’s missing.

My boy’s been gone for so long and hasn’t sent so much as a letter or a note, nothing. Till last week.

Sire

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[x__lindsey__x]

"If I remember right someone came, and it wasn't me."

I got to my knees in front of her and smiled. “You’ll come when I say you come,” I told her, grabbing her hand and licking at her fingers, tasting as well as me lingering there. “You still taste the same.” I said softly before bringing the whip up to her face and sliding it over her cheek.

“This is new,” I told her as I ran the leather down over her bare tits. “Angelus got it the other week, we used it on these two sweet fucking girls we found one night, beat them with it for a while, just to break it in.” I leaned forward and kissed her softly, not long enough for her to get wrapped up in it. That’d come later. “Know what we did then?” I asked, not waiting for an answer, I had a feeling she already had a pretty good idea, she’d have probably done the same, come to think of it. “We fucked them over and over again…and then we got hungry, so naturally…”

I unfurled the whip and slapped it lightly across her breasts, not hard enough to even sting, but it was just a warm up really,

“They cried real pretty,” I reminisced. “Do you think you’ll cry? I’d like to see you cry, you always did it for Spike, never me.” I wasn’t bitter. No.

“Turn around and bend over the bed.” I ordered.

[sexytarawitch]

Every movement was as smooth as silk, graceful and deadly. Just like the rattlesnake I always thought he was. I watched with lust filled eyes as he licked my fingers clean, telling me my taste hasn't changed. "Neither's yours." I commented, tipping my head towards the cat o nine's and rubbing my cheek against it.

"Such a pretty story." I growled, hiding my distaste for his constant mentoning of Angelus. I wasn't mentioning Spike so he needs to quit it. It's a moment like this that makes me miss when he was warm, when we were in Sunnydale and I still had my soul. I didn't miss my soul, I miss how focused he was on me; I was everything. "We can do that now, bring in a pretty little virgin and make her come around my tongue as you whip their pretty little backs and ass..." God the things he did to me just being near me.

“They cried real pretty...Do you think you’ll cry? I’d like to see you cry, you always did it for Spike, never me.”

Moaning softly, I arched into his touch and the whip. "Mmmm, I know you'd love to see me cry." I leaned in and pressed my face against his neck. "I don't know if you have it in you to make me cry." I challeneged him, running my tongue over his skin.

“Turn around and bend over the bed.”

I moaned softly and nodded, loving the tone in his voice so much that I nearly came right then. I leaned forward and kissed his shoulder lightly before turning, tossing my hair over my shoulder as it hung down my back, ghosting over the crack of my ass.

"Like this?" I questioned, looking back at him as I knelt over the bed like he wanted. The ache to touch myself was so much that I wasn't sure how long I was going to be able to take it. I knew how my boy thought, he had so much pent up frustration and lust that this could last all all day and well into the night.

[x__lindsey__x]

"I don't know if you have it in you to make me cry."

She thought I didn’t have it in me, did she? That pissed me off. Was that her way of telling me that I didn’t but her precious Spike did? She was going to have to learn about the new me tonight, I’d changed. I changed a hell of a lot.

A watched as she arranged herself expertly on the bed that small flame of rage that she’d ignited with her taunts still licking away inside. It was still a sight to behold though, she knew just what she was doing, always knew just what buttons to push.

Like this?

“Yeah, just like that,” I said softly, reaching for her long soft hair and gathering it up. I twined it around my fist and pulled her head back viciously and leaned down to whisper against her ear. “You shouldn’t tease, I might not take it very well,” I whispered, keeping my voice low and dangerous. I felt her shift beneath me and I knew this is what she wanted…I also knew there was something else she wanted because I could smell her arousal and how wet she was. All for me, a voice in my head reminded me and I grinned.

“I was real hurt when you just let Angelus and me leave like that, without even a word of goodbye.” I leaned back and raised the whip, bringing it down on the soft part of her ass, a few of the thongs of leather licking across her bare pussy. A thrill ran through me at all the power she was giving to me…I decided I was going to take even more.

“You’re going to be punished,” I said, bringing down the whip again, harder this time.

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My hands balled into fists as he pulled me by my hair, my back arching as he pulled me to him. I kept my hands tightly closed to keep from touching him or myself.

“You shouldn’t tease, I might not take it very well,”

A shiver ran through me and whimpered, biting my lip and moaning as my eyes met his. "I love teasing you, Lindsey. I always get such...responsive results..." I purred softly, my eyes dilating with lust when he grinned, him fully realizing that I was his. Totally.

“I was real hurt when you just let Angelus and me leave like that, without even a word of goodbye.”

My moment of bliss from the sting of the leather was killed when he mentioned not saying goodbye. "What?" What was he talking about? I wasn't...

“You’re going to be punished,”

I felt the whip again and I hissed, swallowing and looking over at him, his hand still gripping onto my hair. "You were the one that didn't say goodbye." I hissed through gritted teeth, feeling the edges of the whip wrap around my body and sting my breasts. "You and that pathetic over aged piece of shit snuck off in the middle of the night." I snapped at him, moaning as he pulled my hair harder and snapped the whip across my skin again.

[x__lindsey__x]

"You were the one that didn't say goodbye…You and that pathetic over aged piece of shit snuck off in the middle of the night."

“I wouldn’t let him hear you calling him that,” I smirked at her jibe about Angelus, and kept whipping her. She was getting pissed off. I liked it.

“And we only left because you told me too,” I countered, getting a bit pissed off that she was trying to lay this on me. “You wrote me that letter, remember? Said it was fine by you if Angelus and me left and that you wanted to spend time with Spike. Alone?” I brought the whip down on her again, all my frustration and pent up anger at that event was in the blow and when I lifted the whip I could smell her blood.

“Couldn’t even be bothered to tell me face to face,” I said softly, slipping my hand between her legs and shoving three fingers hard into her pussy.

[sexytarawitch]

“I wouldn’t let him hear you calling him that,”

"Yes." I hissed, closing my eyes and grinding my hips to his lashes. "He wouldn't touch me and you wouldn't let him hurt me...That's reserved for you." I purred, knowing that he loved the sound of that.

“And we only left because you told me too...You wrote me that letter, remember? Said it was fine by you if Angelus and me left and that you wanted to spend time with Spike. Alone?”

What the fuck was he talking about?

The lashes came down again and again, only harder with each stroke till he broke skin. "Fuck." I was panting and squeezed my eyes tightly when he pulled my body to his.

“Couldn’t even be bothered to tell me face to face,”

He pushed his fingers into me and I cried out, rocking against his fingers as he made slow movements to hurt me. "Lindsey." I gasped, licking my lips and trying to sound serious. "I never wanted you to leave...you s-should know that. I didn't write a letter." I turned my face to his and my eyes met his and stayed that way. "I wanted to die wh-when I found out you chose him over me."

[x__lindsey__x]

"I never wanted you to leave...you s-should know that. I didn't write a letter. I wanted to die wh-when I found out you chose him over me."

I watched as she turned to look at me and pulled my fingers from between her thighs. “But you didn’t, did you? Die I mean?” I said, I was surprised by how talking about this again could hurt so much. It wasn’t as if I wasn’t happy here with Angelus but I wanted her to and she stayed with him. Thought I’d never see her again.

“You stayed there with him.” I leaned forward and pulled her into my arms, kissing her properly for the first time. “I missed you,” I said simply, picking her up and moving her onto the bed, settling on top of her and kissing her again.

“And there was a letter,” I said grinning. “Whether or not you remember it. I’m still glad you’re here now though.” I grabbed her wrists and pinned them over her head as I slowly sunk my cock into her wetness.

“I’m going to fuck you again now, how’s that sound?”

[sexytarawitch]

Everything in the room between us got serious the second I mentioned what I remembered. I smiled softly when he asked me if I died. "No." I touched his face. "You would have felt it too." I whispered, not telling him what happened after he left, telling him how much Spike hurt me till I caved. But I was already broken, I thought my boy had left me and...

That's said and done, I'm here now. I'm here with him and that's all that matters.

“You stayed there with him.”

"I looked for you." I whispered, feeling my muscles and every bit of my body melt the tighter his arms wrapped around me. The way he kissed me made me melt, my eyes fluttered closed and I moaned softly, bringing my body closer to his and feeling something that I haven't in so long.

"I missed you."

He moved me to the bed, laying me down and pressing his body on me before kissing me. "Missed you." I whispered against his lips. He mentioned the letter again and I buried my face in his neck. "All I remember is not leaving the bed for days. Not even to eat." I felt pathetic for feeling like that but he was such a bit part of me that I couldn't stand knowing he left me.

“I’m going to fuck you again now, how’s that sound?”

"Like sinful bliss." I gasped, arching my back under him as he slid his cock into me. "Don't stop..." I pleaded, kissing his shoulder and neck, lapping up the fresh wound over his sire bite. "I've missed you so much, Lindsey. I've missed everything."

I wrapped my thighs around his waist and pulled him deeper into me; gasping and panting each time he slowly bottomed out inside me. "I can't wait till the sun's gone, we'll leave and start new. The two of us, like it used to be in Sunnydale. I know you remember."

[x__lindsey__x]

"Not gonna stop, darlin’” I panted as I thrust into her. “Not ever.” God, she felt so good. How the hell did I do without her for so long? When I left with Angelus I had other things to occupy me, namely him and whatever we brought home that evening but as the years dragged on I started to crave her more and more. Don’t know why I never went back for her, I suppose it was because I thought she didn’t want me, after that letter.

The letter she seemed to think she didn’t write. Now that was interesting and something I’d have to look into later. Right now though…

"I can't wait till the sun's gone, we'll leave and start new. The two of us, like it used to be in Sunnydale. I know you remember."

“’Course I remember,” I said smiling against her neck as she gasped and panted under me. It was nice to know I still had the ability to make her so hot. And she was, so fucking hot. I kept moving inside her, making it hard and rough, just the way I knew she wanted it. “Well lay the town to waste,” I promised, running my hands up her sides and cupping her breasts. She felt so good under me that I could feel myself rapidly approaching the edge of bliss, that edge that only she could drive me to.

[sexytarawitch]

I drug my fingers over his skin and into his hair, pulling him closer to me while I rocked my hips up to match his thrusts. His cock moved into me, slow and deep and all I could do was pant and moan under him, digging my nails into him and begging for more.

“’Course I remember...Well lay the town to waste,”

Moaning softly I arched up to him. "No, I'd rather leave. Start new, I know he'll come for you." I ran my hand over his cheek and ghosted my lips over his. "Why do we insist on men that treat us like posessions." I murmured, not so much a question but a statement of fact.

"My boy, gonna take you away." I hissed, painfully writhing under him when he palmed the broken skin of my breasts. "We'll go somewhere new, start fresh." I purred, rolling us over and pinning him under me.

I looked down at him and started rocking slowly, tightening around him as I road him softly. "Wanna come, baby." My nails ran lazily down his chest. "I want you...to fuck me hard..." I leaned down and ghosted my lips over his. "I love how you hurt me." I smirked, goading him on. "I knew you wouldn't take me up on that offer..."

[x__lindsey__x]

"I want you...to fuck me hard...I love how you hurt me”

“Can do,” I groaned, grinning and grabbing her hips as she moved above me.

"I knew you wouldn't take me up on that offer..."

“And just what offer,” I said sitting up and grabbing her ‘round the waist as she fucked herself on my cock. God, she was beautiful, more beautiful than anyone I’d ever fucking seen. “Is that?”

But instead of waiting for an answer I lifted her off me and threw her down onto the bed. She landed with a bounce, hair all over the place and god, I know I’d said she was beautiful before, but it just never ended with her…no wonder Spike was so fucking possessive, she brought it out in a man, that’s for damn sure.

Grabbing her ankles, I lifted her legs onto my shoulders and leaned forward.

“I might’ve been away for a while, but I still remember just how you like to be hurt,” I told her as I pressed my cock against her tight, little ass. I knew she wanted it, the way she squirmed under me, the way she begged me with her eyes.

“Tell me you want it.”

[sexytarawitch]

I road him long and hard, my breasts bouncing with my movements and the feel of his skin and hands digging into me was becoming all too much.

Pressing my nails into his shoulders I felt myself getting closer. Just as I was about to come he pulled me off of him and tossed me onto the bed like a ragdoll.

“I might’ve been away for a while, but I still remember just how you like to be hurt...Tell me you want it.”

My eyes locked with his and I moaned, squirming under him as I played with my sore and abused breasts. "I remember when you were human and I had that soul, you never would and now..." I moaned and arched under him, pressing my ass against him and moaning. "I remember when you woke up after I turned you, you slammed me against the wall and took me." I gasped and shivered under him, my eyes locking with his. "I want it, Lindsey please."

[x__lindsey__x]

"I remember when you woke up after I turned you, you slammed me against the wall and took me….I want it, Lindsey please."

“Yeah,” I agreed, rubbing my lips over her neck and the wound I’d made earlier as I did I pressed forwards, teasing her. She took the bait too, moaning slightly and pushing back on me. I grinned down at her. “That was a damn good day.”

With one swift movement I buried myself inside her to the hilt, watching her face the whole time and seeing the pain/pleasure of what was happening to her wash over her features, and wouldn’t you know it? Still fucking beautiful.

“Does it hurt good enough yet?” I asked as I began moving inside her, making sure not to hold back. I knew she wanted me to hurt her, to be hard on her and to tell the truth, I really didn’t have the same problem with it that I did when she was all souled up and I was human. Yeah, no problem with it at all because as good as it feel to be inside her cunt, there was nothing better than this…so fucking tight and the look on her face, feeling her beneath me and knowing that I had the power to bring pleasure and pain or stop it if I wanted.

Fucking amazing.

[sexytarawitch]

I cried out and gripped the sheets, the shooting pain of his thrust into me shaking me to the core. The more he moved the more it hurt and the more he hurt me the more I wanted it.

“Does it hurt good enough yet?”

He slammed into me and I cried out with each thrust, moving my hands down to grip his forearms that held my legs up and apart, giving him total access to my body and the ability to do anything he wanted to me.

"No." I grinned, tightening around his cock while he pushed into me. "Love this don't you baby? Love...oh fuck....being in control..." I shuddered and tightened under him. The feel of his body over me was amazing, nothing ever felt as good as when Lindsey and I were together.

His thrusts became brutal and I shuddered under him, the ache between my thighs becoming almost too much to take. "Lindsey..."

[x__lindsey__x]

"Love this don't you baby? Love...oh fuck....being in control..."

She was fucking right, I did love it. I loved the fact that I could make her want me, that I could make her come so hard that she’d yell my name. I never got to be in control with Angelus, it always had to be him and even when he’d let go a little, I always knew some part of him still had me…well fuck him, I had my Sire back now and she was all I wanted. It took me sixty years to figure it the fuck out, but I wasn’t going to take her for granted anymore, and I sure as hell was never ever going to let her go back to that bleached blond piece of shit Sire of hers.

"Lindsey..."

“Yeah, baby?” I said, my voice breaking with the pleasure that I felt. “Want something? You know you only have to ask.”

But I had a feeling I knew what she wanted, she wanted to come, to lose control and find that high that only I could bring her right now. I wanted the same, for her and for myself so without wasting anymore time I slipped my hand down between us and slid two fingers into her dripping pussy. God, she was fucking unbelievable.

“Want to come?” I asked raggedly, still driving my cock into her ass so hard the bed was shaking. “Want my fingers on your clit, don’t you?” I asked, fucking her with my fingers and lightly rubbing my thumb over the swollen nub. “Like this?” I asked, “Or harder?”

[sexytarawitch]

Everything inside me was shaking, I was shaking so hard that I thought I was going to come off of the bed. I closed my eyes tightly and I felt his fingers slip between my thighs, pushing into me and making me tighten around him, my body desperate for more. I just wanted more of him, he was always an addiction of mine I could never get enough of.

"Want to come? Want my fingers on your clit, don't you? Like this? Or harder?"

"I..." My eyes rolled back and I rocked my hips against him, grinding his cock deeper into my ass and his fingers pushed further into my pussy. "Lindsey, oh god, baby." I whimpered and moaned, biting my lip and begging him for more.

I reached up and pulled him down to me, kissing him hard and begging quietly. "I don't care, I just...oh fuck, I've missed this. Missed you." I kissed him hard and tightened around him, pushing him deeper into me and feeling his balls slap hard against my ass. "Fuck." I bared my neck to him again, giving him total submission that I know would make Spike seethe. It wasn't about Spike, none of this was. "Lindsey, harder baby. Please. I've missed you hurting me." I heard him growl and that just made me shudder again, feeling his fingers on my clit and bringing me so close to the edge.