Absence makes the heart grow fonder?

Jan 23, 2006 02:58

It was almost dawn by the time I reached the safety of the lobby of the block of flats I’d been staying in. Seemed I’d stopped giving a toss about getting home before the nasty sun these days, not like I had anything to go home to save a bottle of Jack and early morning bloody telly shows. Which were worse now, than they’d ever been; Passions had ( Read more... )

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sexytarawitch February 27 2006, 00:35:09 UTC
“You’re the only one that ever has, love. All those others… just replacements… just toys so I didn’t feel so…”"I know what it's like to be a replacement." I whispered. "Everytime Angelus was away he'd pay attention to me. It was always about Angel...even with his heartbeat." I swallowed and shook my head. "When Angelus was there..." I shuddered and closed my eyes tightly, moving away from him and trying to collect my thoughts again ( ... )

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ex_lovesbitc93 February 27 2006, 00:55:30 UTC
She started slow, but I spose I should’ve expected it right from when I first saw her. Only been a few times since I’d known her that she’d been like this; tired and sad and a ghost of her former self, but stupid. Just after Red died and those pathetic wastes of space she called her friends were ignoring her and …and after I turned her, when she was so confused with her soul and all. I should’ve figured it out, I should have know but no. Bloody Spike was too wrapped up in his own hurt feelings to give a toss, or hell, even see.

And now all I could do was stand there and let her go until she was empty. I knew the drill.

. "He beat me, he ignored me and you left me. Nobody wants me, they never did..."Anger started to seep into my veins, my blood, and I could hardly see for the strength of it. I knew who she was talking about, it was easier to figure it. Lindsey, her golden boy had ignored her after the first while, once the novelty wore off, once the thrill of winning her from me had lost it’s shine and Angelus… I couldn’t even think ( ... )

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sexytarawitch February 27 2006, 01:20:42 UTC
He grabbed the belt from me and I flinched away, stiffening up my body and waiting for blows that I have become used to. Hours would blur and blend into day's, the weight of his whip and belt...anything he could use to scar my skin...

But he didn't. I swallowed hard, gasping when he grabbed me and pulled me into his arms, pulling my body close to his and keeping me tightly to him. The urge to pull away and get as far away from him as I could was stopped as he just tightened his grip on me.

“I love you, I want you and I did fight for you, if you remember, but there’s no telling you when you want to do something, you know that,”

I remembered the fights well, I remembered that he wanted me as his, posessing me like I was an object for him to have. I remember how much that upset me because I wanted them both. I wanted Lindsey and Spike in my life...I still felt like it was Spike's fault that Angel was in the picture. If Spike welcomed Lindsey more then...maybe I could have had my boy...

“And news flash, but I didn’t a bloody single ( ... )

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ex_lovesbitc93 February 27 2006, 11:55:29 UTC
"I want you, I've always wanted you. I'm sorry... I'm so sorry...Spike...Please forgive me. Please, I need you, I want you..."Thank god, she seemed to be coming around. I held her as she whispered those and other sweet promises into my ear and rubbed her back soothingly. Maybe she had sent letters, who knows but I never got any, then again doubt the posty’d have any idea who to deliver ‘em too… seeing as he thought some sweet young couple lived in this flat. The though of her taking the time to do that made me feel a little better, and I couldn’t help but smile against her hair ( ... )

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sexytarawitch February 28 2006, 06:31:01 UTC
“S’pose there’s really nothing to forgive, is there? We did agree didn’t we? And it’s not like we set a time limit.”

I shook my head and looked down as he brushed my long hair away from my face as it hung down in soft waves. "There is. I..." I closed my mouth and shook away the thoughts, I didn't need to harp on him about my feelings when I was at my lowest. "Nevermind." I whispered, tipping my face up and kissing him softly.

“Just promise you won’t leave again, yeah? It’s no bloody fun without you.”"Promise." I whispered hoarsly, leaning in and kissing him again, relaxing my body and wrapping my arms around his neck as the kiss became more. He pressed his body against me and I felt myself cling tighter to him. He lifted me up and carried me to the bed ( ... )

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ex_lovesbitc93 February 28 2006, 12:39:43 UTC
"No. I don't give a fuck and we're not wasting time on them."

Figures. I knew it wasn’t the poof she was protecting, doubted she gave a flying fuck about him, no, it was her golden boy she was worrying on. She knew if I saw him again I’d dust him, along with Peaches. I had my ways of finding them though, and I had all the time in the world too. Other things to put my mind to now, though.

"I think princess needs to be reminded of where she belongs..." “Yeah,” I smirked as she teased me. I’d almost forgotten what a bloody tease she was. God, I’d missed her. “Was just getting to that, love,” I promised and gripped her hips tightly and running my hands up her body, pushing her shoulders to make her sit up and she did, still straddling me with that wicked grin on her face ( ... )

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sexytarawitch February 28 2006, 12:53:07 UTC
He pushed my shoulders and made me sit up, making me grin and rock against him. He looked to pretty with me over him like this, my hips moving softly against his cock, teasing the both of us. "Yeah, we can. Burn everything. Fuck it, maybe start new."

A sharp groan escaped my lips as he started pulling my clothes off, my damp skin feeling the chill of the room. "Oh god." I moaned, gasping and panting as his hands ran over my skin. "More..."

“We’re gonna have to get you back into the habit of not wearing these,”

I rocked on him, moaning softly and nodding. "Yeah, get me back into wearing chains too..." I purred softly, leaning down and kissing him before climbing off the bed and slowly ridding myself of my jeans, bending at the waist and showing off my ass to him. "Better?" I whispered, looking over my shoulder as I popped my bra open, leaving me standing there in nothing but a thong.

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ex_lovesbitc93 February 28 2006, 13:12:43 UTC
"Yeah, get me back into wearing chains too..."

Yeah. Bit of punishment was definitely needed now she was back, and chains could feature… along with other things.

I was about to tell her so when she slid off me and I watched from the bed as she got up and started to strip in front of me, standing there finally clad only in a tiny, see through thong.

"Better?"I took about half a second to run my eyes over her beautiful, bare body before I couldn’t take it any more ( ... )

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sexytarawitch February 28 2006, 13:28:32 UTC
I moaned and growled as he got posessive, hissing and claiming me as his posession. "Fuck I missed you." I whimpered and rocked my body up to him hard, pressing myself against him again and again.

"Did hey miss me, do you think?"

I flicked my tongue out against the tip of his cock, smirking. "I don't know...maybe. Think my throat might have..." I taunted, gasping sharply when he fisted his hands in my hair and without warning or pausing he pushed his cock deep into my mouth. He gripped tightly and held onto me until my nose was buried against his groin, my throat tightening and making my eyes water as I gagged.

Fuck I missed this.

Moving my arms I tried to push him off of me, but his hands wrapped around my wrists tightly and kept me there, shifting his weight and pressing his full body weight down onto me and keeping me trapped between the bed and his hips.

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ex_lovesbitc93 February 28 2006, 13:42:30 UTC
The bitch had the nerve to tease me, I’d say I couldn’t believe it but well, problem was she knew how much I loved a good tease, so what could I do really? Well, there was one thing. Grabbing her hair I pushed myself into her mouth until I was buried in her throat. I watched her eyes tear over as she gagged. Bloody hell, what a picture she made.

“Good girl,” I groaned as I felt her tongue move against me.

She was struggling, or pretending to struggle, not that I cared either way, I loved the idea of them both. I loved her. I loved this. “Come on now,” I groaned as she swallowed around my cock and tightened my grip on her wrists. “Take Daddy’s cock like a good girl ( ... )

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sexytarawitch February 28 2006, 13:56:29 UTC
I struggled against him, getting more and more turned on the more he voilated me. Got I missed this, he made me hot and want him more the more he took what he wanted, making me his again and making my world spin even more.

"Take Daddy's cock like a good girl."

Fuck. I squirmed and would have moaned if he wasn't so deep in my throat. His words shooting through me like fire. I loved when he pulled the 'daddy' card, it always got me hotter.

His fingers are in my hair again and I open my eyes, looking up at him as he just grips onto me harder and takes what he wants from me. Every nerve in my body tingled as I watched him take my mouth, my eyes watering and running down my cheeks. If he kept this up I was going to come from this.

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ex_lovesbitc93 February 28 2006, 14:04:41 UTC
I was going to come and I didn’t care. Normally I’d be all about seeing to my girl first, but I’d been waiting for this for six years, and my patience wasn’t anywhere near that good at the best of times.

‘Good Tara,” I groaned, pulling my cock nearly the whole way out of her mouth and driving it back in. She took everything I was giving her, crying the whole time and it was all I could do to stop from coming every time I looked at her.

“You missed this, didn’t you?” I asked, panting and nearly ready to pop. “I can tell…I can smell you, kitten… did you get this lathered up for them?” I asked, still fucking her mouth, knowing it wouldn’t be long.

“’Course you didn’t, did you?” I said smirking, and gripping her hair tightly, thrusting one more time before I felt that warm knot explode in my gut and I filled her mouth with cum.

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sexytarawitch February 28 2006, 14:24:18 UTC
His grip got tighter and he got rougher with me, making me gag and choke against him, swallowing him down as I cried softly. He panted and groaned, making me wet and ache inside, wanting more.

“You missed this, didn’t you? I can tell…I can smell you, kitten… did you get this lathered up for them?”

Oh god...oh god... I gripped his thighs harder, closing my eyes and moaning as he became harder, rougher and as brutal as he could. It was almost like he was marking me, making me his and that was something we both wanted.

“’Course you didn’t, did you?”

His hands fisted in my hair, making my eyes well up again, I looked up at him as he pressed me hard to him, buring my nose in his groin as his balls tightened and pressed against my chin.

I watched through watery eyes as he came, groaning and filling my mouth with his come. I swallowed hard and kept drinking every drop he gave me, trying desperately hard not to choke.

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ex_lovesbitc93 February 28 2006, 14:36:55 UTC
As soon as I’d emptied myself inside that pretty, dirty little mouth of hers I rolled off her and onto my back beside her, panting needlessly as she coughed a little beside me, swallowing what I’d given her like a good little girl. My good little girl.

“Missed you,” I said, rolling towards her and sliding hand down her stomach and between her legs. She was so wet it was hard to believe, but then again, I knew better than anyone what she liked, and if there was one thing she liked it was being taken roughly.

“Tell me you missed me,” I demanded as I rubbed her wet, swollen clit and kissed her red, swollen lips. “Then tell me what you want. I’ll give you anything, kitten. Pain, pleasure, chains, whips…just tell me.”

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sexytarawitch February 28 2006, 14:46:12 UTC
Moaning softly I licked my lips, closing my eyes and squirming slightly on the bed. The taste of him in my mouth and on my lips was almost enough to make me come.

"Missed you."

I closed my eyes and brought my body closer to his, seeking comfort in him and his body. The feel of his hand between my thighs only made me ache even more.

“Tell me you missed me...Then tell me what you want. I’ll give you anything, kitten. Pain, pleasure, chains, whips…just tell me.”

Kissing him back I moaned. "Yes, I missed you...I missed you so much Daddy." I purred, bringing my body to his again wrapping my leg around his waist and rocking against his fingers. "Anything, all of it...I just want you." I moaned against his neck, kissing him lightly and tasting his skin and come against my lips and tongue.

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ex_lovesbitc93 February 28 2006, 22:21:04 UTC
Sounded like she really meant it too. God, I couldn’t remember the last time I’d been this bloody happy… come to think of it, it was probably the last time she’d been here.

“I bloody adore you, you know that?” I asked, baring my neck a little for her kisses as I kept on rubbing her clit, stopping for a moment to slid my fingers inside her. I felt her clench around me as I slid them in and out of her body, knowing that what she really wanted was what I wanted too. To be inside her.

Sod the games for now, we’d play properly later, right now all I wanted was to get lost in her. I slid on top of her, settling between her spread thigh and leaning in to kiss her. I tasted myself on her lips and it was bloody perfect … took away all my thoughts of them and what she did with them while she was away.

“Tell me you love me,” I said, sliding my cock into her pussy. The arched prettily beneath me as I eased into her and bent down to use my mouth on her tits. “Tell me you love me more than either of them. That you’ll never go back.”

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