PART FOUR
AU
Neither Spike nor Tara ever went to Sunnydale, but as the fates would have it, they meet anyway.
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[Continued from here]Gotta bloody love the afterglow ( Read more... )
Neither Spike nor Tara ever went to Sunnydale, but as the fates would have it, they meet anyway.
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[Continued from here]Gotta bloody love the afterglow ( Read more... )
I looked down at my hands and sighed, unsure of what I was going to do now, everything was too confusing for me to comprehend at the moment and I just wanted to run and hide. I hated feeling overwhelmed, apparently that upset Spike.
“Well why the bloody hell did you come? There must be a reason.”
Whimpering, I flinched at his tone, knowing he was getting frustrated at my confusion. He wasn't the only one.
Taking a deep breath I got up and started pacing the room, wringing my hands as I spouted out illogical words. "I came because...I..The past week...I don't know what's wrong with me..." I closed my eyes for a moment and wrapped my arms around myself. "The things...you did things...I never...and I begged...I...I mean you kidnapped me...you raped me and now...now I..."
He grabbed me by the shoulders and the look on his face frightened me so I just spit it out. "When...when I said I wanted to go home...I didn't...I didn't realize that I already was..." Now's his que to laugh and spit me out...
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"When...when I said I wanted to go home...I didn't...I didn't realize that I already was..."
I kept my grip on her shoulders and stared at her in disbelief. What the bloody hell was she saying? And why instead of laughing it her face, was I feeling happier than I had in sodding years?
Before I knew it I was pulling her towards me and kissing her deeply, wrapping my arms around her damp body and pulling her close. God, how I wanted her, but I wanted to get to the bottom of this first; was she staying, or was she just back until she had another attack of the guilts? I needed to know.
I broke the kiss and backed off a little. The picture she made; all swollen lips and big eyes wasn’t something that was easy to break away from, but as I said, I had to know.
“So this mean you’re staying for good then? You want to…want to be with me?”
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“So this mean you’re staying for good then? You want to…want to be with me?”
Slowly I nodded. "Y-yes...that is...that's if you want me..." I tucked my hair behind my ear and walked over to the window and looked out. "Things...they feel wrong when I think about them but...I need to do what feels right and...I know how I feel when I'm with you. Regardless of how wrong it feels. It feels...it feels right to me."
I was babbling and now I was crying. Everything was so messed up and confusing. But I wanted him, that was the most clear thought I had in my mind right now.
"I want to be with you, Spike..."
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“You’re confused,” I said. “You think it feels wrong.” I tapped her head lightly. “But it’s all up here…you think it’s wrong. That’s why it can feel right all at the same time.”
I turned her around and looked at her. I couldn’t believe it…she wanted to stay. Sod Dru, I had Tara now…still don’t know if I was ready to turn her though. Hell, I’d think about it later, right now I needed to know she was serious.
“I need you to prove it, that you want me,” I told her softly. “Take your dress off.”
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Looking into his eyes I saw things that scared me but they pulled me in at the same time, made me hope for more. "I..."
“I need you to prove it, that you want me...Take your dress off.”
I felt my face and neck get hot, making me blink and hold onto his arm before looking back at him. "Bu..." My breath caught in my throat and I knew that I had to own up to what I said. I wanted him, he needs to know that.
Closing my eyes I reached back and started pulling the laces for the dress, letting it fall open before I pulled it off my shoulders. Taking a deep breath I looked up and met his eyes as the dress slid off of me and fell to the floor. "I want you."
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Was gonna use it for something, too.
“Good girl,” I said softly, walking forward slowly and taking in her bare curves as I did. Suddenly feeling tender, I reached up and stroked her cheek softly and smiled before running my hands down her body and cupping her full tits in my palms. The warm weight of them was enough to light a new spark of lust in my gut and I decided suddenly, that she wasn’t done proving she wanted me.
“On your knees, kitten,” I said gently. “Words are nice, but there are other ways your lips can prove it.”
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“On your knees, kitten, words are nice, but there are other ways your lips can prove it.”
A pit of fire ignited in my gut, but without protest I licked my lips and slowly knelt in front of him, looking up at him almost as if he was my god. In a way, he was. He took me from what I knew and gave me what I know.
Tucking my hair behind my ear I leaned forward and tentatively ran my tongue over the length of his shaft. Placing my hands on his thighs I looked up at him as i started to work my tongue and lips over the tip of him, wincing and getting used to the taste on my tongue.
His hands landed in my hair and he pushed me down onto him slowly, my nails dug into his thighs but he kept going, making sure I swallowed him whole and very slowly.
Tears formed before my eyes and started running down my cheeks as I stopped struggling and ran my tongue over him, swallowing against him and feeling pleased when he shuddered.
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Still had to think on all that, though.
But it’s hard to think when there’s a beautiful, naked girl giving you a…bloody really, fucking good blowjob actually. Wonder where the little minx’d learnt that new skill…just a fast learner I s’pose. Good to know.
Groaning as she licked her tongue over the head of my cock, teasing me slowly, I put my hands in her hair and pushed her onto my throbbing cock. I was being rougher than I’d been before, but if she wanted to be with me she’d have to get used to it. I liked it rough. Very rough.
“So good, kitten,” I moaned, shuddering as she swallowed my dick, taking me deep into her little throat. “Such a good girl.”
Sliding a hand ‘round the back of her neck to hold her still, I grabbed her other hand and put it on my balls and as she started caressing them nicely I started to pump my cock in and out of her warm mouth, feeling my climax approaching like a freight train.
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