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[one_orange_sock]

i started crying....about an hour ago
& i havent been able to stop.

i dont even know whats wrong with me lately
its just a mix of graduating & leaving & not wanting to do either

i just want everything to be okay.
& i want everyone to be okay with everyone.
i hate that people who used be such a huge part of my life just arent there anymore.
& they're not going to be.
& theres absolutely nothing i can do about it.

i dont want it to come across as if i dont like my friends right now
because i do. i love them.
they're some of the most amazing people i will ever know
its just not the same.

i hate everything about this.
& i hate even more that i'm the only one who cares.