Aug 30, 2005 18:37
ive been awake FOR-EV-ER.
hahaha new orleans is dead.
i got some more good news today. made me fuzzy-like inside. this song reminds me of it. :/ good song.
Half past one and a dial tone to match. I've fooled sleep one too many times. This clock doesn't seem to move when I want, or should I say that time has no regard when you do. Appearance is just that, brightly colored walls and a slowly burning match. I've fooled sleep one too many times, only to degrade myself. With each word left unsaid, with each feeling left un-shown, one thousand times the urge to show you exactly how much you mean to me. Why did it have to end so soon? Moments after you said, "I love you," or so it seemed. (God I loved hearing those words.) I need to grow up.
i hate getting old.
cant i just sleep time away?
if only.
i wish mid september would come sooner////
at least i know that they are miserable too.
that shouldnt make me feel better.
but i guess with months feeling like the bad guy, it does.