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Alrighty then. Few things on my mind, so I am just going to let it out in no order at all. I need more of a life. I have really noone that I feel I can really call and hang out with. There are a couple people, but I don't know, I'm feeling like I have overstayed (I'm pretty sure I just made that word up) with them. I'm excited about this group thing that should be starting up. I really hope that it picks up and works. It's something I finally have to look forward to this week.
I have been looking for more apartments with Rachon. It has been helpful to talk to people who have lived in Portland and know where the good places to live are and where the bad places are. We have found quite a few that we like, but we are still looking. I'm excited about it though. Kind of nervous, but that will go away. I wish that I was living in the new place now so that I could use the address for a few things. I have to send off for my Pharmacy license thing and I would rather have a more permanent address on there, but oh well.
I have been nervous about school. I don't think I know as much as I should with it all. I have noticed that I have been forgetting to include the pharmacy job in my future plans. I should start doing that huh?
More on the friend thing... I feel bad because I have not been able to tolerate so much from people lately. It just hasn't been a good time for all the teasing and everything. Well I don't mind most of it, but there were a few things said at work that got to me. I am planing on talking with that person when I see them next. For some reason things that my friends have been saying have been sticking even more so. I know that it shouldn't, but it has been. I guess that I have been looking to friends to try to feel better. To try to take my mind off of stupid shitty things that I have been thinking about. I know that I shouldn't be doing that. That if I want to feel better I need to do that on my own. It's just harder that way. Sorry for the way I have been acting about the small stuff guys. I know that it doesn't make sense to you and you shouldn't have to deal with it. Eh, that's really all I want to type about this time.
I have been looking for more apartments with Rachon. It has been helpful to talk to people who have lived in Portland and know where the good places to live are and where the bad places are. We have found quite a few that we like, but we are still looking. I'm excited about it though. Kind of nervous, but that will go away. I wish that I was living in the new place now so that I could use the address for a few things. I have to send off for my Pharmacy license thing and I would rather have a more permanent address on there, but oh well.
I have been nervous about school. I don't think I know as much as I should with it all. I have noticed that I have been forgetting to include the pharmacy job in my future plans. I should start doing that huh?
More on the friend thing... I feel bad because I have not been able to tolerate so much from people lately. It just hasn't been a good time for all the teasing and everything. Well I don't mind most of it, but there were a few things said at work that got to me. I am planing on talking with that person when I see them next. For some reason things that my friends have been saying have been sticking even more so. I know that it shouldn't, but it has been. I guess that I have been looking to friends to try to feel better. To try to take my mind off of stupid shitty things that I have been thinking about. I know that I shouldn't be doing that. That if I want to feel better I need to do that on my own. It's just harder that way. Sorry for the way I have been acting about the small stuff guys. I know that it doesn't make sense to you and you shouldn't have to deal with it. Eh, that's really all I want to type about this time.