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I got out & did something different last night. I saw Mar, but I was kinda fucked up I was being rude to her.
Sorry Mar. Are you getting thinner? Your hair looked nice.
Anyway. I sat on Robert's computer forever last night just trying to look at myspace. Every time I would log on, it would freeze up & I'd have to start all over again. & I had new messages, for Christ's sake!
So I ended up going over to Chris & Webber's apartment. That Travis guy (Who DOES know Jay) was there, then Jay came along. The view was real cute - I just sat & looked out of it for a long time. I think the fact that the "patio" doors are floor to ceiling definitely make a difference. But man was it hot in there. Turns out the air wasn't on or something. Apparently Chris doesn't hang out in the living room much, but we sat on the couch & talked about how girls & guys are so fucking different... That's why nothing ever works & everything always gets fucked up. Before we were having that conversation I was getting the idea that I was being a skeezy kid or something. I hate getting that way. I think it's because I see people checking people out.
His room, though, is amazing if you want to just chill & listen to some appleseed. He's got Christmas lights & a straight back futon & a coffee table - It's swank in my kinda way. I love it.
Turns out he knows a lot more people that I know than I ever anticipated. Sometimes that shit is just so crazy that I start thinking about it & I have to stop because I become overwhelmed with the insanity of the web of people that this state has spun.
I got too done last night & I was getting really fucking annoying. It'd been like three months, though, so it makes sense. I always get real giddy after a while. I'm sticking to Mich Ultra for now, the other is to risky.
I only write in this thing so I'll have something to do at work since I can't use myspace. It's not like I think people read it, I just can't stop typing.
I think I'm getting up on Chris' roof for the fourth of july. Who knows, though. Maybe Andrew will come.
WHAT IT DO, BABY BOO?
Sorry Mar. Are you getting thinner? Your hair looked nice.
Anyway. I sat on Robert's computer forever last night just trying to look at myspace. Every time I would log on, it would freeze up & I'd have to start all over again. & I had new messages, for Christ's sake!
So I ended up going over to Chris & Webber's apartment. That Travis guy (Who DOES know Jay) was there, then Jay came along. The view was real cute - I just sat & looked out of it for a long time. I think the fact that the "patio" doors are floor to ceiling definitely make a difference. But man was it hot in there. Turns out the air wasn't on or something. Apparently Chris doesn't hang out in the living room much, but we sat on the couch & talked about how girls & guys are so fucking different... That's why nothing ever works & everything always gets fucked up. Before we were having that conversation I was getting the idea that I was being a skeezy kid or something. I hate getting that way. I think it's because I see people checking people out.
His room, though, is amazing if you want to just chill & listen to some appleseed. He's got Christmas lights & a straight back futon & a coffee table - It's swank in my kinda way. I love it.
Turns out he knows a lot more people that I know than I ever anticipated. Sometimes that shit is just so crazy that I start thinking about it & I have to stop because I become overwhelmed with the insanity of the web of people that this state has spun.
I got too done last night & I was getting really fucking annoying. It'd been like three months, though, so it makes sense. I always get real giddy after a while. I'm sticking to Mich Ultra for now, the other is to risky.
I only write in this thing so I'll have something to do at work since I can't use myspace. It's not like I think people read it, I just can't stop typing.
I think I'm getting up on Chris' roof for the fourth of july. Who knows, though. Maybe Andrew will come.
WHAT IT DO, BABY BOO?