D.A.R.E.
Wow. I don't really know where to start. I think I died last night. It was a weird day. It started off with some downers at like 2:00 am at Mike's house. Then my night got progressively worse as I began to miss Colleen horribly, (even though I shouldn't this early in the relationship) I felt so alone. Then Mike and Chris passed out and I really was all by myself. So I sat up all night thinking and being miserable and reading Perks of Being a Wallflower. And after a few hours I finished that book and wanted to go hang myself. All these little things keep adding up.
Colleen doesn't want a committed relationship so, you know, I take what I can get. We are practically going out, yet aren't some how.
Mike's girl, Sara, well... she just treats him like shit and she should fucking die for leading on/hurting/ignoring my best friend.
Other bad things have been happening too.
So when I want to get cheered up I go and see Kim! It's been a decent day thus far.
So, to continue with my roller coaster of emotions day... so after staying up all night, I went home early in the morning and called Colleen at like 2:00 pm. T hat made me happy/relieved for the first time all day, and then I said some thing that made her sad. I said how seeing her was making me start to also be skeptical of relationships. She said nthat she "ruined me" and looked really sad. So after a while I convinced her that I was just having a sad day. We went to Mike's house where we were all over each other and um, we kept getting interupted as usual, (is this some sort of Omen?) then eventually, um, things happened. So that was great, kinda, weird I dunno. Lots of mosquito bites though. Then we both became sad and then i had to leave to Detroit to um, get some shit.
We got the stuff, sold a good amount to that "know-it-all-about-drugs" bitch only to have her call back bitching at Nick, who quoted me in saying, at one point or another, "fuck you slut". Then the depression kicked in. So I wrote a 3-page letter to Kim.
Oh Melissa might have cancer. Have a nice day.
Colleen doesn't want a committed relationship so, you know, I take what I can get. We are practically going out, yet aren't some how.
Mike's girl, Sara, well... she just treats him like shit and she should fucking die for leading on/hurting/ignoring my best friend.
Other bad things have been happening too.
So when I want to get cheered up I go and see Kim! It's been a decent day thus far.
So, to continue with my roller coaster of emotions day... so after staying up all night, I went home early in the morning and called Colleen at like 2:00 pm. T hat made me happy/relieved for the first time all day, and then I said some thing that made her sad. I said how seeing her was making me start to also be skeptical of relationships. She said nthat she "ruined me" and looked really sad. So after a while I convinced her that I was just having a sad day. We went to Mike's house where we were all over each other and um, we kept getting interupted as usual, (is this some sort of Omen?) then eventually, um, things happened. So that was great, kinda, weird I dunno. Lots of mosquito bites though. Then we both became sad and then i had to leave to Detroit to um, get some shit.
We got the stuff, sold a good amount to that "know-it-all-about-drugs" bitch only to have her call back bitching at Nick, who quoted me in saying, at one point or another, "fuck you slut". Then the depression kicked in. So I wrote a 3-page letter to Kim.
Oh Melissa might have cancer. Have a nice day.