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I really dont know how to explain how im feeling right now but I guess I could say I feel kind of alone. Life with my family is as good as its been since I was probably 5 and didnt care about anything else but my family. But I just dont know anymore. I was extremely sad when all my friends left for college and I was left here stuck in the valley but I got over it and made new friends. Now I realize my friends are still away but I dont think im really as good of friends wiith any of my friends here than I was with the ones that moved away. Atleast I thought I was and it honestly really upsetts me but I guess theres nothing I can do. Dont get me wrong I still love all of my friends no matter who you are and im not putting any one down in any way. Other wise life is alright. I got a job with the YMCA after school daycare at Lupin Hills Elementary and its the best job I have ever had. I dont even know if I even call it a job, but maybe more of my cardio work out for the day. The Atreyu/Unearth show is coming up on the 29th and I cant wait. Also im going to Tahoe next week for three days of snow boarding!!!! Fukin Awesome!!! Thats really it right now so Im out-