gettin tired
ever just stopped and looked around and realized how everything changes. well i did it recently. its been really weird, just how people change. how people are just fickle.like last week my friend chris, his fiance just up and dumped him. you know why cuz she just started thinkin about it. after freakin almost 2 years. its weird how people just grow apart. then i have no more friends around here at all. i hate conyers because its crappy, it's alright if you have a career cuz you live there, but in the sense of bein young it sux. theres so much crud just to get caught in. like drugs and just the stupid shit of hey its friday night lets go hang out and the movies. just stupid shit like that. it's like quicksand, the longer you stay in the harder it is to get out, and the harder you fight, the furthur you sink. i'm so glad i'm getting out hopefully i never have to come back here again. there's just nothing left for me anymore. jody has his own friends, he doesn't call or even text me anymore, it's like i've dropped off the face of the planet. sure the door swings both ways, but i'm tired of havin to make people talk to me, i would just as well let them be happy. i'm ready to be done with this place, i'm too big for this place and i have bigger and better things to do. i just hate that it all changed so badly. on the other hand mandy young has been there for me, she's prolly one of the only reasons that i don't absolutely despise this place. don't get me wrong i'll miss folks, but it will just never be the same. can't wait for school, GO EAGLES!!!!!!!!!!