Why does this always happen to me?
"She said I feel stranded; And I can't tell anymore; If I'm coming or I'm going; It's not how I planned it; I've got the key to the door; But is just won't open.
And I know, I know, I know; Part of me says let it go; That life happens for a reason; I don't, I don't, I don't; It goes I never went before; But this time, this time.
I'm going to try anything to just feel better; Tell me what to do; You know I can't see through the haze around me; And I do anything to just feel better.
And I can't find a way; God I need a change; And I do anything to just feel better; Any little thing to just feel better.
She said I need you to hold me; I'm a little far from the shore; And I'm afraid of sinking; You're the only one who knows me; And who doesn't ignore; That my soul is weeping;
I know, I know, I know; Part of me says let it go; Everything must have its seasons; Round and round it goes; And every day's a one before; But this time, this time.
I'm going to try anything to just feel better; Tell me what to do; You know I can't see through the haze around me; And I do anything to just feel better.
And I can't find a way; God I need a change; And I do anything to just feel better; Any little thing to just feel better.
I'm tired of holding on; To all the things I ought to leave behind, yeah; It's really getting nowhere; I think I need a little help this time!
I'm going to try anything to just feel better; Tell me what to do; You know I can't see through the haze around me; And I do anything to just feel better.
And I can't find a way; God I need a change; And I do anything to just feel better; Any little thing to just feel better.
I feel like crap. Actually, worse than crap. I don't think there is a word in the English language that is accurate enough to discribe precicely how bad I feel. Instead of celebrating my new job as a middle school tutor, I sit here wallowing in self pitty. To put it in the least, maybe I should stop making wedding plans.
Sorry to sound pathetic, but this is the only thing I have to write about. Please forgive.
Thought of the Day:
Don't think about yourself as an ugly person, just a beautiful monkey.
And I know, I know, I know; Part of me says let it go; That life happens for a reason; I don't, I don't, I don't; It goes I never went before; But this time, this time.
I'm going to try anything to just feel better; Tell me what to do; You know I can't see through the haze around me; And I do anything to just feel better.
And I can't find a way; God I need a change; And I do anything to just feel better; Any little thing to just feel better.
She said I need you to hold me; I'm a little far from the shore; And I'm afraid of sinking; You're the only one who knows me; And who doesn't ignore; That my soul is weeping;
I know, I know, I know; Part of me says let it go; Everything must have its seasons; Round and round it goes; And every day's a one before; But this time, this time.
I'm going to try anything to just feel better; Tell me what to do; You know I can't see through the haze around me; And I do anything to just feel better.
And I can't find a way; God I need a change; And I do anything to just feel better; Any little thing to just feel better.
I'm tired of holding on; To all the things I ought to leave behind, yeah; It's really getting nowhere; I think I need a little help this time!
I'm going to try anything to just feel better; Tell me what to do; You know I can't see through the haze around me; And I do anything to just feel better.
And I can't find a way; God I need a change; And I do anything to just feel better; Any little thing to just feel better.
I feel like crap. Actually, worse than crap. I don't think there is a word in the English language that is accurate enough to discribe precicely how bad I feel. Instead of celebrating my new job as a middle school tutor, I sit here wallowing in self pitty. To put it in the least, maybe I should stop making wedding plans.
Sorry to sound pathetic, but this is the only thing I have to write about. Please forgive.
Thought of the Day:
Don't think about yourself as an ugly person, just a beautiful monkey.