Let Me Explain
Oh thinkin' about our younger years; There was only you and me; We were young and wild and free; Now nothin' can take you away from me; We've been down that road before; But that's over now; You keep me comin' back for more;
Baby you're all that I want; When you're lying here in my arms; I'm findin' it hard to believe; We're in Heaven; And love is all that I need; And I found it there in your heart; It isn't too hard to see; We're in Heaven;
Oh once in your life you find someone; Who will turn your world around; Bring you up when you're feelin' down; Yeah, nothin' can change what you mean to me; There's lots that I could say; Just hold me now; Cause our love will light the way;
And baby you're all that I want; When you're lying here in my arms; I'm findin' it hard to believe; We're in Heaven; Yeah and love is all that I need; And I found it there in your heart; It isn't too hard to see; We're in Heaven;
I've been waitin' for so long; For somethin' to arrive; For love to come along; Now our dreams our comin' true; Through the good times and the bad; Yeah I'll be standin' there by you;
And baby you're all that I want; When you're lying here in my arms; I'm findin' it hard to believe; We're in Heaven; And love is all that I need; And I found it there in your heart; It isn't too hard to see; We're in Heaven;
As I was looking through my journal, I realized I have been making it seem like I'm in a loveless relationship that I'm too scared to get out of. When the truth of the matter is, I am quite happy with dabs of unhappiness as you can tell by the lengthy breaks between my posts. I all the sudden had nothing to write about on this thing except for when I needed to vent when Logan had hurt me or pissed me off. And this isn't one of those "my significant other beats me, but I know deep down he loves me" scenarios either.
Now, I'm not going to lie, we went through a pretty rough patch there for a while, but happily, we were able to talk through our issues and work them out. Overall, I think we have both matured a great deal over the past few months. I am making a conscious effort not to get upset over the little things and he is making an effort to make time for me and be more considerate my feelings. Although in reality Durham is not all that far away (especially when I'm in school), the distance thing is tough. Especially when people at his work don't take into consideration that they get to go home to their wives/girlfriends everyday and Logan doesn't and therefore call him whipped which takes its toll on him psychologically.
The main thing is that we truly love each other completely and I just wanted to make sure those of you who actually take the time to read my journal when I do post understand that.
Thought of the Day
It isn't what's on the inside, but what we do that matters
Baby you're all that I want; When you're lying here in my arms; I'm findin' it hard to believe; We're in Heaven; And love is all that I need; And I found it there in your heart; It isn't too hard to see; We're in Heaven;
Oh once in your life you find someone; Who will turn your world around; Bring you up when you're feelin' down; Yeah, nothin' can change what you mean to me; There's lots that I could say; Just hold me now; Cause our love will light the way;
And baby you're all that I want; When you're lying here in my arms; I'm findin' it hard to believe; We're in Heaven; Yeah and love is all that I need; And I found it there in your heart; It isn't too hard to see; We're in Heaven;
I've been waitin' for so long; For somethin' to arrive; For love to come along; Now our dreams our comin' true; Through the good times and the bad; Yeah I'll be standin' there by you;
And baby you're all that I want; When you're lying here in my arms; I'm findin' it hard to believe; We're in Heaven; And love is all that I need; And I found it there in your heart; It isn't too hard to see; We're in Heaven;
As I was looking through my journal, I realized I have been making it seem like I'm in a loveless relationship that I'm too scared to get out of. When the truth of the matter is, I am quite happy with dabs of unhappiness as you can tell by the lengthy breaks between my posts. I all the sudden had nothing to write about on this thing except for when I needed to vent when Logan had hurt me or pissed me off. And this isn't one of those "my significant other beats me, but I know deep down he loves me" scenarios either.
Now, I'm not going to lie, we went through a pretty rough patch there for a while, but happily, we were able to talk through our issues and work them out. Overall, I think we have both matured a great deal over the past few months. I am making a conscious effort not to get upset over the little things and he is making an effort to make time for me and be more considerate my feelings. Although in reality Durham is not all that far away (especially when I'm in school), the distance thing is tough. Especially when people at his work don't take into consideration that they get to go home to their wives/girlfriends everyday and Logan doesn't and therefore call him whipped which takes its toll on him psychologically.
The main thing is that we truly love each other completely and I just wanted to make sure those of you who actually take the time to read my journal when I do post understand that.
Thought of the Day
It isn't what's on the inside, but what we do that matters