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doesnt hearing a ringing in ur ear mean something?...like when the link to ur necklace is infront, that means someones thinking of you...or talking about you? i think ringing means something, too...
is it possible to feel nothing sometimes? but a good nothing...like ur in limbo..sort of. even though the church extirpated the term "limbo"...their bad.
anyway...i feel like im in limbo, but a good limbo. waiting patiently on the next move...having no idea where it could go. well, not "no" idea, but a vague idea. i feel like it's too good to be true. us...it still continues to surprise me. i think im just numb because i've never been legitimately happy. ive never had to not be worried or upset. i could never just be happy and secure. its a weird feeling, lol. hopefully im not jinxing anything...i'll stop while im ahead!
:)
is it possible to feel nothing sometimes? but a good nothing...like ur in limbo..sort of. even though the church extirpated the term "limbo"...their bad.
anyway...i feel like im in limbo, but a good limbo. waiting patiently on the next move...having no idea where it could go. well, not "no" idea, but a vague idea. i feel like it's too good to be true. us...it still continues to surprise me. i think im just numb because i've never been legitimately happy. ive never had to not be worried or upset. i could never just be happy and secure. its a weird feeling, lol. hopefully im not jinxing anything...i'll stop while im ahead!
:)