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[you've just confessed it all to me, and i gave you my best answers. yet everytime i think i have everything figured out, i begin to doubt my confidence, and i once again feel confused. i dont want to be that girl who seems like she has no idea what she's doing, but i find myself thinking i am her. i really like our friendship that we have grown to have, and i have thought a lot about it and i dont want it to ruin.i just hope the decisions that i make are the right ones for myself and for no one else, because in the future...if i change my mind, there will be nothing there to back up my faults, and that is something i will have to accept.i feel like everything is depending upon me right now.i dont think i have had this anxious, uncomfortable feeling in a while. it's just weird knowing that just a few months ago, i was in the same situation.except, unlike you, i did nothing.but you seem so understanding, and im just blinded by hope.im so afraid to let go of things.i just hope you can understand my decisions and promise me nothing will change.]
It's the secrets beneath the leaves I keep with me. I'm falling up and down.
And I'll never write the letter, I wish you could read the words perfectly.[a]it was only yesterday,i walked amongst the stars.all the times ive felt this way,are locked up in my heart[ef]
i think you answered them great and honest for me, that is all i can ask for. but i feel like you are not sure of what you want still, you are still trying to find out what is best for you and feel like you are still trying to make everyone happy, but you should do whats best for you. and i feel like i should be doing something else but dont know what else to do. i waited so long and now time has expired. but i cant figure out what to do now. all i could think of is how to tell you and never thought of what i was going to do when you respond. i still dont no what to do but i will figure it out some time and i just hope it doesnt take to long-
It's the secrets beneath the leaves I keep with me. I'm falling up and down.
And I'll never write the letter, I wish you could read the words perfectly.[a]it was only yesterday,i walked amongst the stars.all the times ive felt this way,are locked up in my heart[ef]
i think you answered them great and honest for me, that is all i can ask for. but i feel like you are not sure of what you want still, you are still trying to find out what is best for you and feel like you are still trying to make everyone happy, but you should do whats best for you. and i feel like i should be doing something else but dont know what else to do. i waited so long and now time has expired. but i cant figure out what to do now. all i could think of is how to tell you and never thought of what i was going to do when you respond. i still dont no what to do but i will figure it out some time and i just hope it doesnt take to long-