I AM OUT OF MY HOLE!!!!!! I WENT 2 FOR 3 TODAY!!!!!! i was starting to think that i was never going to get a hit again, but i did ( Read more... )

well i am still tired but i got a nice little, well big nap in this after noon but i am almost back to right where i need to be, like the song. but theres not a lot to say right now i am kinda just here right now, everything seems calm for once in a long time. i think this is good for me, lets just see how long it will last. i hope for a long time ( Read more... )

[you've just confessed it all to me, and i gave you my best answers. yet everytime i think i have everything figured out, i begin to doubt my confidence, and i once again feel confused. i dont want to be that girl who seems like she has no idea what she's doing, but i find myself thinking i am her. i really like our friendship that we have grown to ( Read more... )

i am now to the point of just giving up, no matter what i do something is always holding be back- now i am lost and confused once again and i am even lost with my self.

i am now sure of what i am going to do, but not sure how i am going to do i, this is such a hard thing to do, and i am always thinking about if i should or not. i just wish there was a "easy" botton to hit and it would take care of it. i just keep on thinking about whats going to happen after more than anything and thats what gets me. and i no that ( Read more... )

i just wrote about 2 pages and i hit the update journal bottom and it said read only and i think that live journal ummm sucks a big "F"-ing ass!!!!!!!!!

i had a game today and we lost but played really good. jerome pitched a really good game, coach just left him in a little to long. but all in all it was a good game ( Read more... )

today at the game i played right field and got dh my leo, i played right the first six inngings, and sucked when the ball came to me i looked to see were the runner was and let it go by me. and then i pitched the seventh inning and stuck out three which is good. but i kept on thinking about something i shouldnt been thinking of but i couldnt help ( Read more... )

friday night i went out with cass and jen to eat and then we just hung out and talked, then jen left and we talked about her like we always do. j/k ( Read more... )

i will go down not making it but trying,
then going out a scared pussy-