May 03, 2007 11:17
in aprox. 1 month i will be leaving for tour with watching tigers die. nationwide. and soon afterwards i will be moving away from delaware for good? i shall return to the east coast. it has always been my home. where? thats undecided. but there are so many people i will miss while im gone, and who i could never just push out of my life now that ive met them.
kiel is the older brother i should have had while i was growing up. ill miss him just as much as ill miss chris the younger brother who is actually older than me, that i wish i had growing up. ill miss living in this house with them. drinking on the porch roof. buffalo wild wings on thursday nights, playing warcraft with chris sitting on my bed. the constant music playing from somewhere else in the house, and the constant guitar playing from either to my left or below me. kiel always yelling at me because i either broke something, or was about to break something of his. ill miss my room. set up the same way it was when i moved it all in here. to me it is my safe spot.
cory is the one girl i wish i met when i was younger, one of those constants in your life that you always have around. i regret not spending as much time with her as i could. even when she moved back to philly.
matt has slowly become one of my best friends. from first seeing each other at shows, then to hanging out with him from time to time, to this year hanging out and going to bars and playing vid games and double dates. actually ill miss all the tiger boys.
taryn and lauren. i think the earliest lj post involving lauren was on jan 16 2006, so ive known both of them for well over a year now. ill miss laurens awkwardness with every possible situation. and ill miss taryn's constant smile and her ability to laugh at everything. oh and ill def miss dolce and bane. i miss parties at their old apartment. too many memories of passing out, being passed out on..., long talks on the porch, walks to geno's, holes in the floor, my first time puking, watching sex and the city or Saw movies, sitting in my car almost crying? when did that happen?
as little as ive seen lizz since i met her, i will miss her. who cant miss a girl who goes into berserker rages when she drinks?
i will miss others, and some i have already forgotten. to everyone not mentioned who i dont really feel like typing out, ill miss seeing you at parties dancing and always feeling comfortable and having a good time in your presence.