always the volume always the words.
well. its like 6:47 I've been up since 5:30 listening to how im never going to amount to anything. I couldnt sleep last night. Usually I just get mad at my dad and stuff but i didnt awnser him and just sat there and listened. then he got more pissed them hes ever like .. well not ever gotten but he was pretty severe. im like not even mad..Im just kinda sad, he was really mean. IM NOT GOING TO BE A FUCKING PHARMASIST! shit. im mad actually. i hate it when he bugs me about what i wanna be when im older. i dont NEED to know yet. maybe ill just work at Dairy Queen for the rest of my life.. omg Bruce hired this new guy named Jason. umm. its really weird, cause hes like. ehhhhh 35. who works at a fast food joint when there 35? . I hope I never get stuck working with him alone. Anyways. I worked with Bryce Gabriel and two new trainees and suzelle and Laura. The two new girls are both really pretty. specially cournteey she looks like paris hilton like crazy., why cant i be tall and skinny!!!!!!!!!!! oh well what ever... cause in the end I'll never amount to anything but a fucking Pharmasist.