Jot it down
Hm, I get jealous a lot.. it's weird because I don't really have a reason to be. So graduation is done and I don't feel any different. It hasn't even sunk in that I'll never be in that kind of school environment again (not that I'm complaining). Everyone tells me that college is so much better, and I believe that... but I don't know if I'll make it. I have a feeling that I'll flunk out or something because I'm too lazy to want to do any more homework and such. I can't handle that, and from the looks of it there is way more work then there was in high school. I'm not even excited for college. I'm just eiger to move onto my own place (even though it's just a dorm) and meet people. I don't want to do anymore homework or presentations, so that's got me iffy. I don't think my dad believes I'll make it either. He gave me the talk that "college isn't for everyone".
huh
And what happened to everyone? Over the course of four years I started out with handfuls of friends, and now I only see about two of them on a regular basis. Everyone else is some kind of druggy pawning their shit, or moved away to some far state. It just sucks how we've all lost touch with each other. I never saw that coming, and I really hope that doesn't happen with the few friends I have now.
huh
And what happened to everyone? Over the course of four years I started out with handfuls of friends, and now I only see about two of them on a regular basis. Everyone else is some kind of druggy pawning their shit, or moved away to some far state. It just sucks how we've all lost touch with each other. I never saw that coming, and I really hope that doesn't happen with the few friends I have now.