While I go helplessly sky high
"Show me yours and I'll show you mine
Or are you down just to be down?
I don't believe the words you sing sometimes."
-Frou Frou
It bums me out that I feel so distant yet again. The ones I usually hang out with, I havn't seen in such a long time. As for the ones I do see, I don't think conversations go so well anymore. It's like something's missing, but I don't know what. I don't really have anyone to just say fuck it and talk about anything and everything. There isn't anyone to call up randomly and WHAM! we'll be hanging out, no... there's always a catch.
I don't know what to think.
Another thing is that I'm falling for that boy again. Again. It's so hard though because I get so tounge-tied that it's almost impossible to talk, and I absolutely hate that. It's hard enough to not be shy, but mostly not knowing what to say because I'm afraid of looking dumb. I don't usually care what people think about me, but this is different. I just don't know if it's for real. I'm bored with things not being for real. "I don't believe the words you sing sometimes."
Or are you down just to be down?
I don't believe the words you sing sometimes."
-Frou Frou
It bums me out that I feel so distant yet again. The ones I usually hang out with, I havn't seen in such a long time. As for the ones I do see, I don't think conversations go so well anymore. It's like something's missing, but I don't know what. I don't really have anyone to just say fuck it and talk about anything and everything. There isn't anyone to call up randomly and WHAM! we'll be hanging out, no... there's always a catch.
I don't know what to think.
Another thing is that I'm falling for that boy again. Again. It's so hard though because I get so tounge-tied that it's almost impossible to talk, and I absolutely hate that. It's hard enough to not be shy, but mostly not knowing what to say because I'm afraid of looking dumb. I don't usually care what people think about me, but this is different. I just don't know if it's for real. I'm bored with things not being for real. "I don't believe the words you sing sometimes."