worrying so tooooo stressful!
I hate worrering about things because i ALWAYS worry too much. i over think things and that comes fom my see i am used to lying and seeking around and whne i dont i worry about other things that could go wrong lol. I have always said that money isnt oging to control my life but it always does and it makes me so mad because i know how to have fun w/out it but still. anyway i seen that Black Hawk Down and it was not that good the only good parts were when Josh Harding came on the sreen because he is fucking sexy UH! man i would so do him so hard lol ahahahahahahahahha. i guess that i have purpose but i dont know waht it is yet and it is really anoying when people tell me to just sit back and relax and enjoy the ride. First off fuck off to those people who think that because there is no ride it is all a big joke. Everyday i dream of haveing my own place with a cute small kitchen and some plants in the window and then a cute small living with one red wall and then a cute small T.v with some dryed flowers on the wall and then some really flowers in a vase sitting on a cute coffee table with some girl magezines and then a couch with like a slanted back and one arm rest and then a back less chair or with an odimen then a cute rug on the floor with hard wood floors and then my bathroon is white with pastel green walls with flowers painted on the ceiling and then a shaggy white rug in the bathroom and hten my room, very light colors and tons of flowers with fluffy white pillows and dark green plants and herry wood bed fram. that is my dream place to me the lil things make me very happy wel anuff of htat silly dreams stuff anyway i have to go so *peace the fuck out* = )