OOC - In Depth Meme for Cantabile
Note, I had to make a ton of assumptions here, even the name one is hard because we don't have a full name for Cantabile (and I doubt it's her real name like about every other God-General). I'll do one for Noelle later.
What is your full name?
That is none of your damn business. I don't use it anyhow. I'm not that person anymore.
Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?
No, and that is probably a blessing if they were to be anything like me.
Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people.
I have quarters in Daath, but considering how often I'm there thanks to a certain crazy person, where I live depends on where I am at any given moment.
What is your occupation?
Commander of the 6th Division of Oracle Knights
To which social class do you belong?
Soldier
Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?
If you think the loss of an eye is a weakness, try me in battle sometime. It isn't.
What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently?
I very commonly say that Van needs to die, the method changes at times, but his death is a very common wish.
Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?
Well, that is quite a rude question. If you must know, I have a tendency to speak my mind. I have no problems telling someone my opinion of them and do so rather often.
Part 2: Growing Up
Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?
I either taught myself or learned from an instructor.
While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them.
My father, and until he became the obsessed lunatic that he is now, Van.
While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family?
I don't really remember my mother. I only know that from what I was told, I have no idea where my more interesting traits come from.
As far as my father, if he was disappointed to only have a daughter to carry on his teachings, he didn't show it. Of course, I'm not really much of a woman anyhow.
As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
That isn't any of your damn business!
When and with whom was your first kiss?
That is not any of your business!
Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
If I'm not going to tell about my first kiss, do you think I'm going to talk about that? Get a damn clue already.
Part 3: Past Influences
Who has had the most influence on you?
Myself.
What do you consider your greatest achievement?
Unlike some God-Generals, I can honestly say I earned my position from skill and hard work and not because I knew Van in the past.
What is the most evil thing you have ever done?
I consider nothing I have done to be evil. I do nothing without good reason.
Do you have a criminal record of any kind?
No.
When was the time you were the most frightened?
I don't get scared of anything, not that I would tell anyone if I did.
What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you?
Losing my position to the newest among us because I as usual expressed my opinion. I didn't lose my division, but I did lose my power over the God-Generals.
Though I pity Sync, even with my views, Van still has enough of a hold on me. It must be worse for him.
Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions
Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?
Optimistic. I'm very optimistic that either Dist will cause Daath to explode and all my problems will be over, or someone will get a clue that Van needs to die and do the job for me.
Or I'll find a way out of this and kill him myself.
What is your greatest fear?
*frowns* I'm not talking about this crap.
What are your political views?
I hate the Score, and I hate Van and Mohs. That's all that is important.
What are your views on sex?
It's a waste of time.
Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?
I wouldn't be in my position if I couldn't kill.
Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?
...That stuff is for people who have too much time to dream.
How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)?
My thoughts about others I'm perfectly honest with. For instance, these questions are stupid and pointless.
Do you have any biases or prejudices?
Many. Most of the people I work with are idiots. I can't exactly help that fact and I'm not going to hide the fact that I think they are stupid or crazy.
Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it?
Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)?
The Fon Master, my father and...and...Gailardia.
Part 5: Relationships With Others
Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
...No one.
Who is the person you respect the most, and why?
Fon Master Ion and my father. None of the others I respected exist anymore. I respect the Fon Master because he is probably one of the few in the Order who isn't an obsessed lunatic and his head is actually on straight, even if he is a bit naive at times. I respect my father because he is the only one I know who doesn't hold a grudge over the past. Even I can't say I hold no grudges.
Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.
I used to have friends, but considering one is probably dead and the other is now a crazy lunatic, it's probably best that I don't have any now. I merely make acquaintances with like-minded people now. It's safer for all involved.
Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person.
No.
Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.
Ha, that was just a stupid childish thing. I know better now.
What do you look for in a potential lover?
I really don't have time to be looking for such a waste of time and energy. And even if I found one, they only distract from what's important.
How close are you to your family?
Not very much now. I can't exactly go see my father with where he is, and the fact that I'm sent all over the world for something that may not even exist doesn't help matters.
Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?
If I could, my father. He's about the only one I can still trust.
Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?
No. You can't trust others anyhow, only you and your skill with a weapon can protect yourself.
If you died or went missing, who would miss you?
My father would. Van would only miss the fact that he can't use me anymore. I doubt anyone else would care.
Who is the person you despise the most, and why?
I despise Van. If he were still who he was when we were younger on Hod, I wouldn't hate him, but since then he's changed. He's too obsessed with hate, and he's too willing to go to any lengths to get what he wants. If he goes through with his plans, he's no better than the Kimlascans who killed Gailardia's family. Even less so, because he's doing this by choice, the Kimlascans were merely following orders from someone else.
Part 6: Likes And Dislikes
What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?
Practicing swordplay.
What is your most treasured possession?
Nothing that I would ever let anyone see, but I kept some pictures of those who used to be important. It reminds me that the past should stay in the past and I can't get that back.
What is your favorite color?
Purple I guess.
What is your favorite food?
I really don't care about what I eat as long as it's edible.
What, if anything, do you like to read?
I don't like wasting time, so if I were to read anything, it would be something to make me a better soldier and commander.
What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)?
My idea of good entertainment would be watching Van fall off a cliff.
What makes you laugh?
Dist, rather mightily too. Just listen to one of his rants sometime.
What, if anything, shocks or offends you?
I'm offended by what Van has become, and how many he has turned to be like himself. I'm offended that an idiot like Mohs can be a Grand Maestro and that most of the God-Generals will follow him when he's a Score-obsessed maniac. Though most of the God-Generals are also Score-obsessed maniacs, their obsession is with getting rid of it, Mohs is desperately trying to hold onto it. Absolutely pathetic.
What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?
I'd either practice until I was tired or perhaps go seek out Dist until I was bored of hearing him rant about the same thing over and over again.
How do you deal with stress?
Vent it on the first target that comes near me. Low ranked soldiers make wonderful stress relief.
What are your pet peeves?
People who can't think for themselves.
Part 7: Self Images And Etc.
Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?
Get up, complete whatever duties need to be done for the day, go to bed. Very simple and to the point.
If that is disrupted, I'll deal with it.
What is your greatest strength as a person?
My skills as a soldier. There are very few who would be able to best me in combat now. Largo perhaps due to sheer size, though I could outrun him any day. And Van because of his greater skill.
What is your greatest weakness?
Do you really think I'm going to answer that? What are you, an idiot?
Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Somewhere.
If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.
I'd kill Van, Mohs and Legretta. Screw the consequences, I'd make sure Van goes with me, the world would probably be a better place without both of us anyhow.
What three words best describe your personality?
Blunt, honest, effective
What three words would others probably use to describe you?
Bitchy, boyish, loud. At least that is my best guess. It would depend on who you ask.
What is your full name?
That is none of your damn business. I don't use it anyhow. I'm not that person anymore.
Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?
No, and that is probably a blessing if they were to be anything like me.
Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people.
I have quarters in Daath, but considering how often I'm there thanks to a certain crazy person, where I live depends on where I am at any given moment.
What is your occupation?
Commander of the 6th Division of Oracle Knights
To which social class do you belong?
Soldier
Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?
If you think the loss of an eye is a weakness, try me in battle sometime. It isn't.
What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently?
I very commonly say that Van needs to die, the method changes at times, but his death is a very common wish.
Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?
Well, that is quite a rude question. If you must know, I have a tendency to speak my mind. I have no problems telling someone my opinion of them and do so rather often.
Part 2: Growing Up
Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?
I either taught myself or learned from an instructor.
While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them.
My father, and until he became the obsessed lunatic that he is now, Van.
While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family?
I don't really remember my mother. I only know that from what I was told, I have no idea where my more interesting traits come from.
As far as my father, if he was disappointed to only have a daughter to carry on his teachings, he didn't show it. Of course, I'm not really much of a woman anyhow.
As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
That isn't any of your damn business!
When and with whom was your first kiss?
That is not any of your business!
Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
If I'm not going to tell about my first kiss, do you think I'm going to talk about that? Get a damn clue already.
Part 3: Past Influences
Who has had the most influence on you?
Myself.
What do you consider your greatest achievement?
Unlike some God-Generals, I can honestly say I earned my position from skill and hard work and not because I knew Van in the past.
What is the most evil thing you have ever done?
I consider nothing I have done to be evil. I do nothing without good reason.
Do you have a criminal record of any kind?
No.
When was the time you were the most frightened?
I don't get scared of anything, not that I would tell anyone if I did.
What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you?
Losing my position to the newest among us because I as usual expressed my opinion. I didn't lose my division, but I did lose my power over the God-Generals.
Though I pity Sync, even with my views, Van still has enough of a hold on me. It must be worse for him.
Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions
Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?
Optimistic. I'm very optimistic that either Dist will cause Daath to explode and all my problems will be over, or someone will get a clue that Van needs to die and do the job for me.
Or I'll find a way out of this and kill him myself.
What is your greatest fear?
*frowns* I'm not talking about this crap.
What are your political views?
I hate the Score, and I hate Van and Mohs. That's all that is important.
What are your views on sex?
It's a waste of time.
Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?
I wouldn't be in my position if I couldn't kill.
Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?
...That stuff is for people who have too much time to dream.
How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)?
My thoughts about others I'm perfectly honest with. For instance, these questions are stupid and pointless.
Do you have any biases or prejudices?
Many. Most of the people I work with are idiots. I can't exactly help that fact and I'm not going to hide the fact that I think they are stupid or crazy.
Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it?
Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)?
The Fon Master, my father and...and...Gailardia.
Part 5: Relationships With Others
Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
...No one.
Who is the person you respect the most, and why?
Fon Master Ion and my father. None of the others I respected exist anymore. I respect the Fon Master because he is probably one of the few in the Order who isn't an obsessed lunatic and his head is actually on straight, even if he is a bit naive at times. I respect my father because he is the only one I know who doesn't hold a grudge over the past. Even I can't say I hold no grudges.
Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.
I used to have friends, but considering one is probably dead and the other is now a crazy lunatic, it's probably best that I don't have any now. I merely make acquaintances with like-minded people now. It's safer for all involved.
Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person.
No.
Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.
Ha, that was just a stupid childish thing. I know better now.
What do you look for in a potential lover?
I really don't have time to be looking for such a waste of time and energy. And even if I found one, they only distract from what's important.
How close are you to your family?
Not very much now. I can't exactly go see my father with where he is, and the fact that I'm sent all over the world for something that may not even exist doesn't help matters.
Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?
If I could, my father. He's about the only one I can still trust.
Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?
No. You can't trust others anyhow, only you and your skill with a weapon can protect yourself.
If you died or went missing, who would miss you?
My father would. Van would only miss the fact that he can't use me anymore. I doubt anyone else would care.
Who is the person you despise the most, and why?
I despise Van. If he were still who he was when we were younger on Hod, I wouldn't hate him, but since then he's changed. He's too obsessed with hate, and he's too willing to go to any lengths to get what he wants. If he goes through with his plans, he's no better than the Kimlascans who killed Gailardia's family. Even less so, because he's doing this by choice, the Kimlascans were merely following orders from someone else.
Part 6: Likes And Dislikes
What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?
Practicing swordplay.
What is your most treasured possession?
Nothing that I would ever let anyone see, but I kept some pictures of those who used to be important. It reminds me that the past should stay in the past and I can't get that back.
What is your favorite color?
Purple I guess.
What is your favorite food?
I really don't care about what I eat as long as it's edible.
What, if anything, do you like to read?
I don't like wasting time, so if I were to read anything, it would be something to make me a better soldier and commander.
What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)?
My idea of good entertainment would be watching Van fall off a cliff.
What makes you laugh?
Dist, rather mightily too. Just listen to one of his rants sometime.
What, if anything, shocks or offends you?
I'm offended by what Van has become, and how many he has turned to be like himself. I'm offended that an idiot like Mohs can be a Grand Maestro and that most of the God-Generals will follow him when he's a Score-obsessed maniac. Though most of the God-Generals are also Score-obsessed maniacs, their obsession is with getting rid of it, Mohs is desperately trying to hold onto it. Absolutely pathetic.
What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?
I'd either practice until I was tired or perhaps go seek out Dist until I was bored of hearing him rant about the same thing over and over again.
How do you deal with stress?
Vent it on the first target that comes near me. Low ranked soldiers make wonderful stress relief.
What are your pet peeves?
People who can't think for themselves.
Part 7: Self Images And Etc.
Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?
Get up, complete whatever duties need to be done for the day, go to bed. Very simple and to the point.
If that is disrupted, I'll deal with it.
What is your greatest strength as a person?
My skills as a soldier. There are very few who would be able to best me in combat now. Largo perhaps due to sheer size, though I could outrun him any day. And Van because of his greater skill.
What is your greatest weakness?
Do you really think I'm going to answer that? What are you, an idiot?
Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Somewhere.
If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.
I'd kill Van, Mohs and Legretta. Screw the consequences, I'd make sure Van goes with me, the world would probably be a better place without both of us anyhow.
What three words best describe your personality?
Blunt, honest, effective
What three words would others probably use to describe you?
Bitchy, boyish, loud. At least that is my best guess. It would depend on who you ask.