BLARG
I can't be the only one like this, to constantly gain and loose my motivation like I do. As soon as I put up that past comic I begun to get seriously unhappy with the results. I can't help but thinking to myself that I can do better, yet that seems to be a constant with me nowadays. The only difference is this time it took me 6 days to figure that out rather then 6 months.
I'm getting so frustrated with myself and my inability to produce work that I can be happy with that isn't almost 7 years old, yet I don't know how to right myself. Maybe I need to distance myself from the Gamers Anonymous formula right now and try something else.
After all, if I feel like I did it right the first time, anything else would be a lame copy of that. So how can I compete?
You would think time would change something. This is like a 3 year writers block, if I was actually blocked. No, this is worse, getting a ton and ton of ideas and not being happy with a single one. Perhaps I just need to write, to produce and the satisfaction comes later.
I just don't want another 6 years to go by and feel as if I've accomplished nothing.
I'm getting tired of letting myself down.
I'm getting so frustrated with myself and my inability to produce work that I can be happy with that isn't almost 7 years old, yet I don't know how to right myself. Maybe I need to distance myself from the Gamers Anonymous formula right now and try something else.
After all, if I feel like I did it right the first time, anything else would be a lame copy of that. So how can I compete?
You would think time would change something. This is like a 3 year writers block, if I was actually blocked. No, this is worse, getting a ton and ton of ideas and not being happy with a single one. Perhaps I just need to write, to produce and the satisfaction comes later.
I just don't want another 6 years to go by and feel as if I've accomplished nothing.
I'm getting tired of letting myself down.