To much....
Well as I lay here in Sue's bed...ha ha (She's out of town so I figure I'll keep her bed company since it's like massive) Anyway, so I went home after work last night and freaking passed out and this morning I had a missed call from JIM IRBY at like 3:30 a.m. I just don't know about him it makes me so mad that he calls, but its not that he just calls he only calls when he's drunk and that bugs me so much cause I'm like Oh ok so you only want to be my friend once you've been drinking. Well sooooo sorry I don't play that if we don't hang on the regular then don't start calling and all that once you've been drinking. So anyway I go to work and I get off at like 11 or so and then I'm talking to Scott and he is so pushing the issue of hooking up and start dating and I just don't feel the same about him like he does me. UGH!!! And he knows this I'm not just leading him on. Thats the right thing to do but he doesn't take the message that I'm sending him, anyway so I get off the phone with him and I'm like well since Irby hasn't called me once he was sober I'll call him and I call him and he was on his way to a car to go to a party and I was like oh ok are you going to work tomorrow and he was like no I'll be there Monday and he kept asking what was wrong why did my voice change. Well hell my internet wasn't coming up so I was fooling with that and I wasn't paying him any attention on the phone I was just like oh ok well have fun at your party I'll talk to you later and of course out of being nice he invited me to the party but I have to be at work at 5:30 so no thanks. So he was like call me tomorrow when you get a chance but I don't think so. I mean I'm not dealing with his crap anymore. Well anyway I have to go sleep now I'll write more later. I love you all.