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Let's see...today in the grocery store a very attractive stranger working the bakery told me that if I didn't mind hearing it, that I had a beautiful smile. It really made my day. Most of the time, I am so worried about what my teeth look like that it was nice to be reminded that beauty comes from what's inside of you--a moment of happiness is way prettier than a mouth full of veneers.
T helped me with my lines today. He wanted to. It was really sweet. He has pretty serious ADD and so I had been not really asking him for help. But seeing that I was stressed out about the off-book act 2 deadline tomorrow, he was bent on doing my lines with me. He was so serious about it. He really, really surprised me tonight. I loved the way he read with me.
The play is going pretty well. Occasionally, I find myself frustrated for feeling disconnected. Josie gave me some great advice about tears and that is, if you can't do them, don't. The point is not to play the sadness, it's to play the trying to conquer the sadness. That's what's interesting...otherwise, you are playing the obstacle.
Lately, I have been working a lot at all my jobs. It's sort of soul crushing. But money is money, I guess and, you know, obligation is kind of obligation. I feel like I can't let down any of my jobs and therefore, I am stuck working till 2AM then getting up at 8AM and working all day. It's tough but damn it, I'm tough.
T helped me with my lines today. He wanted to. It was really sweet. He has pretty serious ADD and so I had been not really asking him for help. But seeing that I was stressed out about the off-book act 2 deadline tomorrow, he was bent on doing my lines with me. He was so serious about it. He really, really surprised me tonight. I loved the way he read with me.
The play is going pretty well. Occasionally, I find myself frustrated for feeling disconnected. Josie gave me some great advice about tears and that is, if you can't do them, don't. The point is not to play the sadness, it's to play the trying to conquer the sadness. That's what's interesting...otherwise, you are playing the obstacle.
Lately, I have been working a lot at all my jobs. It's sort of soul crushing. But money is money, I guess and, you know, obligation is kind of obligation. I feel like I can't let down any of my jobs and therefore, I am stuck working till 2AM then getting up at 8AM and working all day. It's tough but damn it, I'm tough.