May 05, 2005 07:08
... my confession because im diluted and perfectly flawed
i shall live by passion and not by law and im INSECURE i need
AGGRESSION to feed the spiders of perception an im supposed to be
STRONG and have all the answers a cannibal in the CHURCH of cancer but
im nothing SPECIAL im not unique i have many SECRETS and i eat the
weak and im at an end im at an end... and theres.. NO WAY OUT i need
to find my sanctuary some place safe gotta get this out of me this is
my escape and i think about it all the time, Im volatile and
afriad to cry but im still not comfortable in my skin and all the
anesthetics slowly wearing thin, and i need to talk to someone new i
need a different latitude and im in this void all alone feeling
needy... hungry to grow but im soffocating icant come down and..
no.... THERS NO WAY OUT! ! ! (CHOURUS).. THIS IS MY
ESCAPE! ! ! All i see is sadness all i see is
sadness whats left? - this will teach them... this will teach
them....... you' Ve got to push.. push... PUSH.. YOUR WAY
OUT! ! ! FOLLOW ME FOLLOW ME! THIS IS YOUR WAY
OUT! ! ! ... you are not alone -this is where i hide
my power -this is where i become free -this is where i take control
-and slowly choke your fantasies -i want to know my day is coming -see
mey enemies be punished -shed my skin again -this will be my best
revenge SHED MY SKIN AGAIN THIS WILL BE MY BEST REVENGE
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HAHAHAHA BOOBIE WALKED IN ON MY AND MICHAEL.... HOW EMBARRASING...:
(WELL I HAD FUN YESTERDAY WHAT FACE DO I MAKE THAT MAKE YOU THINK LIKE
SHIT? UM WELL.... IM BORED AND THERES NOTHING TO WRITE NOTHING
HAS HAPPENED... UGH! WELL UM..... I THINK MY HAIR GREW A LIL.
HUMMMMM WELL I MUST GO IM BORED AND IMA SURF THE NET... (QUEER!)
I LOV EYOU MCIAHEL *DISTORTED! EYEWUVOUMYCOAL! *MUCH
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