i love you
Why cant I see it? Why cant i belive it? She is over me. She wants nothing to do with me. To me, im just some girl that was in her life and now im out. I gave it all i had! Or did i? I love her more then words can say. I would do anything for her. But its not that way. She wants to be with other people, she wants to have fun, and be happy..I guess i never made her happy. What did i do wrong. How did i lose the love of my life! Only if i could get it back. But i know i cant. Its been 10months since we have been broken up. and yet im still here waitng.People tell me i need to give up, to move on to let her go. But its hard to. The one person i spent the last 2 years with is now gone. and people think its that easy just to give her up! She will always be in my heart, no matter where i am. No one will ever take her place. I wish i could tell her again, how much i love her and how much she means to me, i wish i could have that last kiss with her, to tell her good bye when i leave, but i cant, Why do i have to let go to something i dont want to. Why does love hurt more then anything. Love sucks when your on the down fall of it, but when your on the right side of love, its perfect. I wish. I wish, i wish i could tell her one last time, how much she ment to me and how much i miss her. But life goes on. I want her to be carefull i want her to have a life, i want her to be somebody, i want her to be safe. I Want her to know that i will never forget her and that i will always love her. But how do i let her know this when i cant even talk to her, or see her. It kills me to know that im leaving and she is happy with her. But i guess she has moved on, and maybe someday, i will learn how too. But for now, i can only remember the times we had together. i love you. and always will