i know
feelings fade, for songs, for games, for foods, for people.
you can never get back that same high you once got.
i often find myself wishing for this feeling back on things, upset i wore myself out on whatever it was.
but even if not worn out, there's nothing like the very beginning experiences with something.
no matter what it is.
and i miss having those feelings for all the things that used to give me that exciting satisfaction that was never enough.
again again!
now,
i'd be happy to feel anything anymore. even my saddies are numb and empty.
life feels pointless, rote, and difficult
and i can't imagine how i used to be so positive,
so spontaneously pleased with whatever came about,
I miss me.
you can never get back that same high you once got.
i often find myself wishing for this feeling back on things, upset i wore myself out on whatever it was.
but even if not worn out, there's nothing like the very beginning experiences with something.
no matter what it is.
and i miss having those feelings for all the things that used to give me that exciting satisfaction that was never enough.
again again!
now,
i'd be happy to feel anything anymore. even my saddies are numb and empty.
life feels pointless, rote, and difficult
and i can't imagine how i used to be so positive,
so spontaneously pleased with whatever came about,
I miss me.