vagina? goddess

[one_and_only_kt]

toasterkt: it is my firm belief that god is an idiot
Zylla Noelle: you are probably right about that one
toasterkt: and male
Zylla Noelle: uh huh
Zylla Noelle: thats a given, honey
toasterkt: because a goddess would have made men suffer instead of women
Zylla Noelle: true that
toasterkt: and we would have all the power
Zylla Noelle: uh huh
toasterkt: i think my vagina is closing up
Zylla Noelle: eeek
toasterkt: not from lack of sex, but i think it really is getting tighter
toasterkt: over the past year i have noticed it
Zylla Noelle: thats no fun
Zylla Noelle: im sure its possible
toasterkt: yeah, by the time im ready for babies, i wont be able to have them because my vagina will be closed off

today is another yucky day. i have been nauseated all day, nad the cooking going on downstairs isnt helping. i need to get the hell out of here. i havent left my house since the 'tones concert on thrusday. which also means that i havent had a cigarette since thursday either. i want to go shopping, or to a movie, or somewhere with boys and alcohol. that one sounds good. lots of boys to play with and lots of alcohol to love me. and nicotine filled smoke to soothe my lungs. and loud music, but not so loud that it makes my ears ring. and dancing. drunk dancing. who's having a party? who wants to take me out and get me drunk tonight? please?

wishful thinking. no one is currently interested, you all have plans already, and that's cool. i will survive.