Oct 26, 2005 10:53
as much fun as these past few weeks have been, it kinda sucks.
...every person that i come accross, or remotely start to like, i always seem to find something wrong with them. ALWAYS.
wtf is wrong with me?
am i not allowed to like people?
i think its because i'm still madly in love with matt.
its not fair.
i dont want to like him anymore.
and i thought i was over him.
i thought that i kinda sorta liked him.
but no, i kinda think i like him more than i thought.
which really sucks because he doesnt even talk to me now.
and i never did ANYTHING!
that's soo fucking dick of him.
and it makes me feel like shit.
i can't believe i still like the kid.
it's been 5 months since i've any kind of contact with him AT ALL!!
..hate my life.