Looking forward...
I wanna say thank you for GE to employ me. I am happy and enjoying my work everyday, though it's boring stuff. However, i think i joined at the right time. There's a christian auntie told me that she don't know why God put me here, as they actually seek for a person to do this job for quite some time. There were candidates and colleagues's recommended friends but were not accept by the company. Their requirement for the position was a diploma holder, honestly i do not have that cert and normally i won't apply for job that exceed what i'm having. So i also don't know why they take me. Perhaps, it's God will. And so i wanna say thank you to God too, that He take care of me more than i expected.
Though i'm not a faithful believer... i don't attend church weekly and sometime i even feel like giving up to be a believer. But there's always something that pull me back. For an example, there was once i went to join my friends at a pub for drinks, after a few rounds. I knew i can't have anymore but i feel like staying later. However i rushed out of the pub and hopped into a cab and went home. I'm not sure why i did that and when my friends text me, i replied and said that i heard God's calling me. And usually i will take the back seats but that night i was sitting in front. And the taxi uncle seem like playing some gospel songs, or maybe i was too drunk that i heard wrongly. And when it reached my block and when i was paying, i even asked him is he a believer. He heard me and he stunned.
It was really strange... as i normally won't ask such question.
This entry my point is not to talk about God only. But i just wanna thank to all the people (and the one above) who have been taken care of me. For all these years that I have not really been living HAPPILY. My past was pessimistic, unhappiness and sadness. Today i am Happy. Happy covered all other emotions. But i won't take things for granted. I must, or we must always remember that we may lost good things at anytime. So when we have it, Treasure it, Share it and MAKE IT BETTER.
Today i see some of my friend(s) that is facing the problem that i used to have, i will, try to help them but how it gonna get through, it must depends on themselves.
Though i'm not a faithful believer... i don't attend church weekly and sometime i even feel like giving up to be a believer. But there's always something that pull me back. For an example, there was once i went to join my friends at a pub for drinks, after a few rounds. I knew i can't have anymore but i feel like staying later. However i rushed out of the pub and hopped into a cab and went home. I'm not sure why i did that and when my friends text me, i replied and said that i heard God's calling me. And usually i will take the back seats but that night i was sitting in front. And the taxi uncle seem like playing some gospel songs, or maybe i was too drunk that i heard wrongly. And when it reached my block and when i was paying, i even asked him is he a believer. He heard me and he stunned.
It was really strange... as i normally won't ask such question.
This entry my point is not to talk about God only. But i just wanna thank to all the people (and the one above) who have been taken care of me. For all these years that I have not really been living HAPPILY. My past was pessimistic, unhappiness and sadness. Today i am Happy. Happy covered all other emotions. But i won't take things for granted. I must, or we must always remember that we may lost good things at anytime. So when we have it, Treasure it, Share it and MAKE IT BETTER.
Today i see some of my friend(s) that is facing the problem that i used to have, i will, try to help them but how it gonna get through, it must depends on themselves.