another semi-long post
So, i skipped first hour to study for NT, im gonna bomb it i think, probably not, but i think so...anyway, i was just thinking about stuff. I have this awesome sunrise to watch, my life is pretty nice right now. Im starting to get really annoyed by reminiscing...ive had good times, but the way alot of people from back home are reminiscing prolifically these days almost makes it seem like there are no more good times to be had. Call me an over-optimist if you will, but i like to always be happy with what i have. Sure life has its ups and downs, but i know if i would have stayed in mississippi i would be in jail with a pregnant girlfriend waiting for me to get out. Plus i could never get the hands-on experience in youth ministry and the biblical teachings that i get here anywhere else, i just knew it was right for me, even though at times i feel like im going to kindergarden. Also, i would have never pursued music any further if i wouldnt have come here and music is a really good thing for me even though i think i suck at it. I dunno, i made it a point to always try my hardest to be happy and to find things to be happy about when i was in like...10 grade, and i think ive done a darn good job, it just comes pretty naturally now. I know its my relationship with God...prayer and reading the bible just brings me so much joy and hope, its friggin nuts. I hope that when i go home i can find the determination to wake up every now and then to pray and read the bible. anyway, i could go on for a long time and ramble and ramble, but ive got to get dressed and ish, adios all, tim brewer...