Oh God...maybe i really am "emo"...
....so....talking to ex-girlfriends online after extended periods of no-conversation can either be a bad thing, or an alright thing...never an out-right "good" thing. I get so confused by all this ish...as i get older i begin to feel more and more like there is some need to hurry up and find a person who is flawless in my eyes, and who i dont get bored with after say ... a month tops. So far my very few points on my list have changed but so far remained somewhat the same, without further ado ( as if you really care) they are
1. a girl that can laugh at something really funny...i dont mean a dumb blonde joke, or someone doing an impression, im talking a chick that gets a gas out of a retarded kid getting tackled or me farting in my friends face, the kind of stuff that makes me laugh until i cry.
2. Shorter than me - its just gotta be that way, im a short guy, so this cuts out about 60 percent of the female population
3. not retarded - i think this ones pretty self explanitory, if anyone who knows me can name one girl i dated for an extended period who was just an outright imbosil, ill give props or something, i dunno...anyway, you get the point, someone that enjoys reading like mio' and can hold a half-way decent intellectual conversation
4. a christian, not on a religous roller coaster, not a holy roller, the LAST thing i want is a girl who thinks screamo is of the devil, just someone who has their head on straight with my man, the the G-O-D
5. must be cute - dont give me any crap, you dont have x-ray vision that sees through everyones exterior into their " heart of gold"
6. no virgins - i just feel guilty, thats all there is to it really...sure, this might change, but for the most part its something i look for,and NO its not because i think theyre "easy" or because it even has anything to do with anything sexual really, its just too much of an issue if a girls a virgin and im....well...not
....so there i was...best summer of my life...thought i knew exactly what the future held, drinking nights away until i couldnt do it anymore because of " bible college rules" and i met her...all of the qualities i look for...man, i swear, given the chance i still dont know if i would have stayed just to be with her or if i would have come here....im sure its for the best that im here...but man...i still wonder, what if...and then we start talking again, long distance, on the phone, on the computer, and Good Lord i think i miss her...i plan on seeing her when i come down for christmas, well see how things go, but, we all know how i am with girls, maybe i wont even feel this way tomorrow, or an hour from now...who knows...anyway, this is whats been on my mind, and im being super gay and emo right now, guitar lesson time, adios
1. a girl that can laugh at something really funny...i dont mean a dumb blonde joke, or someone doing an impression, im talking a chick that gets a gas out of a retarded kid getting tackled or me farting in my friends face, the kind of stuff that makes me laugh until i cry.
2. Shorter than me - its just gotta be that way, im a short guy, so this cuts out about 60 percent of the female population
3. not retarded - i think this ones pretty self explanitory, if anyone who knows me can name one girl i dated for an extended period who was just an outright imbosil, ill give props or something, i dunno...anyway, you get the point, someone that enjoys reading like mio' and can hold a half-way decent intellectual conversation
4. a christian, not on a religous roller coaster, not a holy roller, the LAST thing i want is a girl who thinks screamo is of the devil, just someone who has their head on straight with my man, the the G-O-D
5. must be cute - dont give me any crap, you dont have x-ray vision that sees through everyones exterior into their " heart of gold"
6. no virgins - i just feel guilty, thats all there is to it really...sure, this might change, but for the most part its something i look for,and NO its not because i think theyre "easy" or because it even has anything to do with anything sexual really, its just too much of an issue if a girls a virgin and im....well...not
....so there i was...best summer of my life...thought i knew exactly what the future held, drinking nights away until i couldnt do it anymore because of " bible college rules" and i met her...all of the qualities i look for...man, i swear, given the chance i still dont know if i would have stayed just to be with her or if i would have come here....im sure its for the best that im here...but man...i still wonder, what if...and then we start talking again, long distance, on the phone, on the computer, and Good Lord i think i miss her...i plan on seeing her when i come down for christmas, well see how things go, but, we all know how i am with girls, maybe i wont even feel this way tomorrow, or an hour from now...who knows...anyway, this is whats been on my mind, and im being super gay and emo right now, guitar lesson time, adios