~Even the good times are bad~
Well my first entry for 2006.
Unfortunantely its not going to be exactaly a glowing one, or of any great length. Things just aren't going to plan or how i would have liked them to turn out, i am not asking for my exact ideals to come to life however i would like a bit of luck for things to go well.
One of my downfalls may be that i am too nice of a person and wear my heart out on my sleve sort of thing, too much of a softie and all that misshygoss. Am i just totally gullable or is it all wishful thinking upon my part.
Eversince last night i have been totally flipping out in an outrageous sort of way, well perhaps not that energetically but i just have been really 'down and out in beverly hills' I really hate feeling this way, just when i thought things were begining to go well for me then this comes along and tears me up inside.
I am just wanting to find some happiness, is that too much to ask, even being comfortable would be a start.
Anyway i will leave it at that.
Unfortunantely its not going to be exactaly a glowing one, or of any great length. Things just aren't going to plan or how i would have liked them to turn out, i am not asking for my exact ideals to come to life however i would like a bit of luck for things to go well.
One of my downfalls may be that i am too nice of a person and wear my heart out on my sleve sort of thing, too much of a softie and all that misshygoss. Am i just totally gullable or is it all wishful thinking upon my part.
Eversince last night i have been totally flipping out in an outrageous sort of way, well perhaps not that energetically but i just have been really 'down and out in beverly hills' I really hate feeling this way, just when i thought things were begining to go well for me then this comes along and tears me up inside.
I am just wanting to find some happiness, is that too much to ask, even being comfortable would be a start.
Anyway i will leave it at that.