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So I tried going back to work, but it's too much physically and mentally. My mind just isn't the way that it used to be and it fustrates me oh SO much. It's getting better just not quick enough. I need to change my thoughts, I should be thinking more about being happy to even be alive, or being happy to be in the shape I'm in and not any worse. It's just hard. I'm understanding now how trama's of this sort really take tolls on people just as much mentally as physically. I think at first I tried convincing myself that it really wasn't that bad of an accident and that my injuries weren't that bad, but I was only really trying to kid myself. So the rest of this week off from work then I'll start back part time and see how it goes. Just baby steps and I need to be patient......... I pray.....