what's a girl to do with friends like this?
Oh, what a mess I've gotten myself into.
So this is what I've been missing out on? You can have it back. So much for no regrets. (Not that this is one yet, but it's quickly looking that way.) The boy is a mess and I knew that to begin with. Where do you draw the line between being brave enough to put yourself in a vulnerable position and stupid enough to trust someone who is inevitably going to wrong you? How much is too much?
I'm surprisingly calm about the whole situation and that is the most unsettling part of all of it.
And to top it all off I'm faced with a whole new set of questions that I never thought I'd have to ask myself. This was supposed to be the easy part. I thought I knew myself well but now I'm not so sure. I just want things to work. I want to bridge this disconnect between my body and my brain and I don't know how. I want to talk about it but I don't know who to ask.
Maybe it's time to start saying what I mean.
So this is what I've been missing out on? You can have it back. So much for no regrets. (Not that this is one yet, but it's quickly looking that way.) The boy is a mess and I knew that to begin with. Where do you draw the line between being brave enough to put yourself in a vulnerable position and stupid enough to trust someone who is inevitably going to wrong you? How much is too much?
I'm surprisingly calm about the whole situation and that is the most unsettling part of all of it.
And to top it all off I'm faced with a whole new set of questions that I never thought I'd have to ask myself. This was supposed to be the easy part. I thought I knew myself well but now I'm not so sure. I just want things to work. I want to bridge this disconnect between my body and my brain and I don't know how. I want to talk about it but I don't know who to ask.
Maybe it's time to start saying what I mean.