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I don't want to go to bed. It sounds cozy and warm, but I don't want to wake up tomorrow to have to go to work. I have watched so many movies today, to keep my mind at bay. I think of things then I watch a scene of a movie, then I keep at whatever it is I was doing.
Instead at work I need to deal with customers and due to the holidays it isn't exactly slow, everyday it just gets busier and busier.
I feel like I am doing a dreaded count down, I don't want to keep saying how many days left but it's in my head.
I can't wait until years down the line I am in a better place and that my anni's will hopefully not be as significant as they are now but instead be traded off by other events in my life that are special not traumatic.
Instead at work I need to deal with customers and due to the holidays it isn't exactly slow, everyday it just gets busier and busier.
I feel like I am doing a dreaded count down, I don't want to keep saying how many days left but it's in my head.
I can't wait until years down the line I am in a better place and that my anni's will hopefully not be as significant as they are now but instead be traded off by other events in my life that are special not traumatic.