Jun 19, 2005 21:14
awsome day..til i got home..well went to the mall with julia..too much fun..umm went back to her house..at some food..cause we were starving..played some basketball..yeah i suck at that sport too..dad picked me up went out to eat at romas..that wasnt too bad..car ride home..little brother in the backseat..almost killed him cause hes soo fricken annoying..but no one else thinks so..umm got home..pissed off..went to walk my dog..cause thats what keeps me somewhat sane..got back home..a little cooled off..asked to come online..mom got mad and said she had stuff to do..went to my room..listened to some music..cause i already went for a walk..looked around my room..something was missing...tromebone..came out asked where it was..nikki flipped out~ mom got involved..another fight..awsome just what i needed right?..another lost arguement..i swear my life is a waste of time..mom and dad said i had an attitude toward everyone and if something doesnt go my way i get mad..yeah maybe..but i also do alot around here..i cleaned yesterday and today..while everyone sat around..i make breakfast and lunch for the kids..like excuse me but ive had to grow up i was what 1 when the twins were born..being told danielle u have to be a good big sister, help out mom and dad..since i was little..im sry i want a fricken life..like u ppl dont even kno..cause i hide everything..hey danielle whas up..oh not much just chillen..r u ok..yeah im fine..but to tell u the truth i dont think im ok anymore..im sry i prob let down a ton of ppl..cause everyone leans on me..i have no fear..but i really do..i have a lot of fears..u just couldnt tell..yeah so this is it..before i break down..