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I made a HUGE mistake! Obviously, I really know how to fuck up something great because, all this time, he wasn't lying! He was at work ... in the mall. And I called his other store and now I've pretty much ruined our relationship. He called trying to work it out, and I guess I made it worse because he asked if I just wanted to try and be friends and I just couldn't. I practically begged for another chance and he's gonna call me tomorrow.
I'm pretty sure I fucked it up. I'm pretty sure he was a decent and kind and caring guy (Afterall, I told him something that would send most guys running and he didn't even consider dumping me). I'm pretty sure I'm a psycho and need counseling to be normal.
No lie.
And I'm pretty sure that these sleeping pills are starting to kick in.
I'm pretty sure I fucked it up. I'm pretty sure he was a decent and kind and caring guy (Afterall, I told him something that would send most guys running and he didn't even consider dumping me). I'm pretty sure I'm a psycho and need counseling to be normal.
No lie.
And I'm pretty sure that these sleeping pills are starting to kick in.