its calming down....
ok so im still happy but im starting to calm down now... i heard the rennaisance fair was coming to town so... im going to want to go to that...... but yeah so im nervous about one thing and im trying to not be nervous about it but i cant help it!!! urgh, i feel so stupid for being nervous.. because im sure when the time is right ill be able to do it.. but when will i ever know the time...supposedly ill know somehow.. but i dont know im gonna take her word for it...