Life In It's Nutshell
Annnd so... Jay and I FINALLY kissed... and FINALLY got together (after a looong year) and honestly... I've never been happier in my life.
He's wonderful... he makes me smile... I don't even know... he brings out the best in me... and it's a very different relationship than anything I've ever had before... first off he lives in OH... which is tough... we see each other once a month... and I used to have serious trust issues with people I was within walking distance to their house... and I trust him completly... it's weird... but good... I let the walls down around my heart... and have fallen completly head over heels for him... and I like it... as Felicia has said... we've been through it all ... dated in Disney World briefly... we didn't speak for a month because I was super angry at him... he made me talk to him... and made things better and we became best friends... then I left... and we spoke once a month-ish... we got to be closer again and again I was the best friend... listening to him hem and haw about breaking up with his girlfriend... and never letting him know that deep down all I wanted to say was "PICK ME... I'll be better... I really really really like you!!" Then they broke up... we started talking everynight... he came to visit... it was fantastic... and now here we are... together (finally!) and I went to visit him in Michigan 2 weeks ago (which was also fantastic) and he's coming here June 20th... and I have a fantastic weekend planned... annnndd yeah... head over heels... wouldn't that be a great story? I met my love in Disney World... :) yeah... it'd be fantastic... I'm taking this day by day... and everyday it gets better
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What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
~ by Ralph Waldo Emerson ~